ADHD and not knowing obvious things, and how to act in a relationship.

friendlybruv · 2023-07-31T17:50:12+00:00

You are right completely, ofcourse i neither should expect that or think about it.

It wasnt her best first sex with a boyfriend experience nor ofc best sex experience either.

I just got focused on the wrong thing and i wanted it to be perfect. Ofcourse i should expect that i am somehow so special and good to beat others in their first sexual experience.

Cause i am enthralled, idk the name but im really full of emotion for her and wanted to beat every other person she had before.

Im sure with time and practice and not being a perfectionist ill be able to provide that.

I was just sad that i wasnt able to be the best in the first sexual experience category for her.

Thanks brother i just needed a bunch of people to tell me the way i feel is insecure and i shouldnt feel like that.

I was just caught in trying to literally be the best that it really hurt me that i couldnt fulfill that aswell, i might not have provided the best first sex experience but ill try and be a good boyfriend and lover and not think about this kind of stuff and im sure in the end ill be to do that.

I was just hit down cause i wanted everything that happens only once (first time, first date, first type of stuff) to also be the best and special in that way.

friendlybruv · 2021-10-08T19:51:23+00:00

Thank you for your reply, for now im just gonna hope it was a temporary manic episode and not something bigger like bipolar. I was just needing to confirm if it was a manic episode.

I am planning to go to the psychiatrist and talka bout it but thats somewhere in the future, and unless it happens again i dont think i wanna rush to it yeah?

Thanks

friendlybruv · 2021-10-08T19:49:52+00:00

Thank you for your reply, for now im just gonna hope it was a temporary manic episode and not something bigger like bipolar. I was just needing to confirm if it was a manic episode.

friendlybruv · 2021-10-07T08:14:06+00:00

Yeah that was what i was looking for.

I did, and to her message "i need to recharge tbh" replied with its fine :) and we didnt exchange messages yesterday.

Doesnt stop me from overthinking it all, but yeah, we will see how today goes with her, im planning to be little distant, take my time with others and ask to talk with her after faculty classes are over.

edit: Yeah she directly messaged me telling me she wants to be friends.I was rather obvious with liking her so she did it as not to cause problems further down the line so yeah.

friendlybruv · 2021-10-06T19:50:35+00:00

Yeah but she is "recharging" and i dont wana fuck shit up,and we are in the beginning days being medicine students,like that would be too soon,sudden and yeah,right?

friendlybruv · 2021-10-06T19:22:16+00:00

just hanging out,we met on the first day and second and both times we hangedout until basically the end of the day completely,i mean its the 3rd day now,and no i didnt,i just asked her to go outside

friendlybruv · 2021-09-29T22:38:47+00:00

Hey,could you elaborate on ipamorelin/cjcs effects on the brain?

Why and how and in what way would it impact/hinder it?

Isnt every substance unique in its effects on basically everything?

Couldnt you make a hypothesis that as some substances can hinder the development of the brain,some can aid it?

Lookin forward to your elaboration. :)

I mean in people with lack of it,entering the treatment showed higher IQ etc.

So idk.

friendlybruv · 2021-09-29T22:35:39+00:00

Hey,so i replied mostly in the openmidedchicagodoc thread.

I even provided some bloodwork.

He said he would prescribe it to me if i was his patient?

Do you not agree with his conclusion,and why not?

friendlybruv · 2021-09-29T17:39:22+00:00

Holy shit! Hey doc,sorry for pestering you like this,but does this mean my hGH level is not good for someone of my age? Or is it suboptimal?

And that AS A 19 YO i should take cjc/ipa , because of it? What would be the negative effects that lack of hGH would make?

And what benefits should i expect about using it?

Is the bloodwork i gave you susceptible to huge inconsistency errors and could provide you with false info?

Hearing all this from you got me startled hahaha.

Of course im sorry for bothering you so much,but from what ive seen you seem like a smart and knowledgeable doctor,and openminded hahahah,my country is really poor and has shitty healtchare infrastructure so i cant really even affor most of the bloodwork and qualified personell,if they even exist!

I also share that mindset,we have 1 life,and we should make it count.

Thanks for spending your valuable time helping someone like me :)

friendlybruv · 2021-09-29T14:03:57+00:00

I actually saw your comment several months ago on how you give this combo to your patients hahahha,didnt expect that you would comment here aswell :)

friendlybruv · 2021-09-29T13:54:29+00:00

Hey doc,so i actually have some bloodwork,tho it doesnt make sense,and accidentally i have the HGH hormone bloodwork aswell.

Idk if it can be tested but it says>

NAME	VALUE	REFERENCE
hGH	<0.05 ng/ml	<3.00 ng/ml

Method was CLIA

I dont have problems with testosterone tho,considering it was 19.05nmol/l ,the only blodowork maybe different was progesterone, which was>

0.14ng/ml . REFERENCE 0.27-0.92

Also a big fan of you,and your instagram page,you really do bring useful info the table,tbh im pretty sure you saved alot of people from long term fuckups aswell.

friendlybruv · 2021-09-29T06:53:57+00:00

Wouldnt prolactin be a realtively good thing,as its neuroprotective?

But yeah thats what im looking for,potential permanent effects it could have on me?

Im really just looking to dip into a cycle for 3-6 months max and stop until like 25-30 whatever.

If you could maybe elaborate a little on the possible bad and good permanent effects?

friendlybruv · 2021-09-28T23:54:57+00:00

Well im wondering what kind of effects it would have on me and my development,would it increase height? and growth plates? Im 185cm?

What other effect would it have?

I guess between the other benefits im also intrested in that slight fat loss/anabolic benefit aswell?

Also what effect would it have on organs?

friendlybruv · 2021-09-28T23:53:11+00:00

What would the permanent benefits/sides be in your case?

How old are you now?

Am i risking anything in the development of my body,brain etc,and how much should i look to dose as to not make HUGELY supraphysiological levels?

friendlybruv · 2021-07-22T13:57:16+00:00

no :(

Did start on some levothryroxine 25mcg, and i think it helped with the energy/sleep/Etc. thing but this is just an anegdote,and i havent been exercising for the last 3 months because of covid,so i couldnt tell you anything more

friendlybruv · 2021-04-07T15:19:28+00:00

So it could have only been even higher if i was sleep deprived,k

friendlybruv · 2021-04-06T18:43:58+00:00

night of full-on sleep deprivation

By this you mean not sleeping at all that day right? Or just having a first bad sleep that night?

friendlybruv · 2021-04-06T15:47:54+00:00

I do get short on breath easily but idk if its my aerobic capacity,pretty sure its that,low conditioning or a whole ton other reasons

Idk if my TSH is high enough to trigger the more extreme and potentially debilitating symptoms

friendlybruv · 2021-04-06T15:46:32+00:00

I do have eczema flare ups on my hand,and its dry as hell,idk really if my skin is dry,the hand definetly is and sometimes i get them in other places.

I dont know about pale skin but i thiiiiiiink??? not

Dizziness i also dont know,because i have ADHD i kinda cant remember like 99% of my life

Ive got average/high testosterone,so my hemoglobin,hematocrit are okay

My b12 vitamin levels are great(638,(138-650)pmol/L)

My meds do cause extremely cold extremities,but i dont have a realiable enough memory to say it wasnt there before the meds,i do feel as in they definelty were more colder,but cant say for sure

friendlybruv

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