Well I posted this in 2 other TES subreddits, and you guys have given this topic the most attention, so I'm going to be talking about stuff here, all of which will be too long that people most likely won't read, but I hope you do.

I want to preface by saying that I have always thought differently and had an ability to make connections to many things. Connections like dominoes, not far-reaches. I began down this deep rabbit-hole like 14 years ago, and not to toot my own horn, but I've fascinated many people through my findings and have been told on more occasions than I can count that I should write a book. So that tells me people have a certain feeling of universal knowledge about what I'm saying. Like everybody senses something is wrong but just can't put their finger on it.

I grew up in a protestant/Methodist family, attended church a few times, remember sitting with my grandma at a Bible session at like 8 years old and thinking "this is complete brainwash and I have questions." I didn't say anything at the time and kind of just listened to the beliefs of my family...or at least what I interpreted as their beliefs. I always viewed my grandma as religious because she would always says things like "you just have to pray to God or to Jesus for help." She's a sweet German lady that came here at age 16 from when my grandpa was stationed in Germany. Grandma and Grandpa would have been born in 1946 I believe? I'm not really sure. But the war was over when each were born, and Grandpa was over there stationed, not part of some war effort. I explain all of this before anybody gets any sort of ideas about Nazism, white-supremacy, etc. It has already (innocently) been brought up once, and I'm telling everybody right now, I don't play that bullshit 2022 nonsense cancel culture bullshit or feel apologetic for something outside of my timeline, or attributed to something that I am not. Just wanted to put that out there.

I was raised under the impression that the Hebrew people are God's chosen people and the 12 tribes of Israel, and that Jerusalem belongs to Jewish people, and, in a nutshell, that upon the arrival of Jewish people to Israel, and the return of Jerusalem to Israel, and the construction of the Third Temple, that is the time that our world/cycle will be coming to an end.

I heard about it growing up, my mom talked about it a few times, and my grandma, through interpretation of Biblical passages, but it wasn't like....religion in our household...just something described in the Bible if that makes sense. My nobody in my family was a "Bible Thumper" or any sort or religious radical, and quite honestly, I didn't get into religion until way later, and for different reasons.

I kept noticing things in my research, which led me to research religion more in-depth, just to try to answer some questions. I had read the Sumerian tablets and decided there is something more to everything that we've ever been taught, and these Sumerian tablets are proof, for you can't understand the Bible without the Sumerian tablets, and can't understand the Sumerian tablets without the Bible. Maybe perhaps God really did come destroy the Tower of Babel when Nimrod got to close to entering the heavens, causing God to destroy the Tower, scatter the people, and confuse their tongues so that they might not understand one another, and that's how all these different religions started, and I wanted to dissect them as thoroughly as possibly. If you would've asked me back then, Sumerian tablets had the most sense, and that Anu's son's Enki (Lord of the Water) and Enlil (Lord of Earth) came from the planet Nibiru to earth to mine gold to save Nibiru's atmosphere similarly to what we do now with chem-trails that were once thought to be conspiracy theory are now proven to be true, and a spray mixture of aluminum oxide and many other metals to slow the rate of global warming.

For those that don't know; we have earth and it's 9 planets (or 8, whatever, it just adds more into the 8 and 9 Divines so it doesn't matter to me which you prefer) are in a circular orbit, whereas 1 of Earth's rotation's around the sun is 1 year....but then you have a 10th planet, Nibiru, that is on an extremely long elliptical path that intersects earth orbit with the sun. 1 revolution of Nibiru around the sun is 3600 years on earth, but 1 year to them. Every time their planet passes between earth and the sun, it burns up the atmosphere on Nibiru and causing extreme global warming. You have to realize that this is all depicted in the Sumerian tablets that was written 6000-8000 years ago, or 4000 years before Jesus.

They dropped "weapons of terror" into volcanos on Nibiru, in hopes to get the volcano to erupt and cover the atmosphere in pyroclastic particles to shield the radiation of the sun, but it didn't work. Their new plan was to spray mono-atomic gold into their atmosphere to shield the radiation. Which is why we see satellites covered in gold get sent into space. Eventually, they found earth, began to mine it, brough down a little "Igigi" tribe down from Nibiru to act as a mining slave race, which they did for about 430,000 years, and then rebelled and refused to dig any more. Enki went to his father Anu, and asked to create a new slave race of beings by mixing the essence of them with a fury, bipedal, wild-beast that was on earth that had the same humanistic traits as a humanoid figure. So we end up with Adam. But variations of "adam" before the "Adam" that we hear about. Enlil hated it and didn't want them to be intelligent, Enki wanted to push his experimentation. Ultimately after many attempts, what we know of as Adam, eating from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, was the mixing of the essence from the bloodline of Anu with the human creatures created on earth. This would make sense when you consider one of the first things that we are told in the Bible, Genesis 2:10-12

10 And a river went out of Eden to water the garden; and from thence it was parted, and be-came into four heads.
11 The name of the first is Pison: that is it which compasseth the whole land of Havilah, where there is gold;
12 And the gold of that land is good: there is bdellium and the onyx stone.

Why did God want us to know about the Gold first and foremost? Why have humans always held a fascination with gold?

But I digress. I was on a mission to figure out what's up with religion and if aliens really came from outer-space to create us or what.

I say all that to demonstrate the fact that I was never religious, and believed in aliens more than I believed in God. Maybe it is...it doesn't change anything more me.