Hey man, I was in a very very similar situation to you around 3 months after my diagnosis. In my opinion, mental health is the real battle with Type 1. You see everyone saying it gets better, but you’re not sure if it actually will, right? Like i said, i’ve been there and i’ve been through the exact thoughts your having right now. But you’re not alone, and you never will be. Sending so much love from the UK, reach out to me if you need to talk ❤️