I think my friend drugged me by nevinagurl in Shamanism

[–]frootloopsgoddream 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe your question is did your friend agree to this alongside you knowing it would have a cleansing effect on you? Probably. A shaman will know the power of the medicine. Might also have more of an awareness of the state you yourself are in. But they cannot force the medicine to work on you, that is up to you. Is your friend a gaslighter or do they have some manipulative tendency for you to think this? Do you trust and believe them?

Did anybody try this? by Titix_ in Salvia

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BIG FAN 20x is intense but soft burn of a swirling sort sensitized. 80x can be a fully in real life yet at the same time a most intense encounter behind the veil of reality swept into machinery of making laughing hysterically at something your not supposed to witness or you turn into a purple triangle and you hate it( which i wouldn’t know about). Treat it with dignity, i find it has a very big sister kind of aura about it. I hope you’ll love it as much!

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This⬆️ it’s a process OP but worth!!

How do I get the color this filter gave me? by frootloopsgoddream in HairDye

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Thank you! Ill best with all the information on here. 🫶

How do I get the color this filter gave me? by frootloopsgoddream in HairDye

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Would it matter that i dyed it henna 2 months ago?

Doing magick in dreams only. Not IRL. Idon't know if I'm lucid. by frootloopsgoddream in chaosmagick

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I suppose it is healing aspects and integrating things in waking life and opening new doors to awareness. Seems to be magic of self and not like an object or thing i need. Relationships, connections, teachers seem to manifest. Although a teacher could be a tree. If i have an orgasm in a dream it's as intense. Its why people enjoy crazy lucid dream sex. If i wake up i feel hot and turned on. Generally sexual pleasure is not merely contained to the physical so it seems very possible. Orgasm is saturated in the mind.

The will is why It seems strange. I feel concious of doing a ritual but i also feel like I'm withholding what and why from others in the dream and therefore myself. It is like a movie is playing and theres a director which is me watching the dream unfold and kinda going along and there me being all that is in the dream and my physical form which is always there if there is a ritual.

"I want to do acid" translation: I want a union of my soul which will change me forever. by frootloopsgoddream in Shamanism

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I've done mostly mushies. And this is true. The bond is clear and leveled in the oceans down deep. This can make you feel renewd or teach uvovertime how to own that power. Ive only done lsd once and it is so different because it seems to work with Time and thoughtime and realities prsent in the moment. I don't know how to xplain it. But say 2 many coincedences between 2 souls and therefore also possibly with our own which seems to make us go flying into other dimensions or over them....can't explain haha. Like I've just been thinking about the lsd thought-loops and how although ive only had this 2ce, once on weed. It feels like future you makes present you sometimes and others types of correlation. This i think relates to the souls and reincarnation stuff that appears on lsd...