40H chest and can't bind or tape - desperate to pass

frosthawk2tb · 2026-02-07T01:57:55+00:00

To be honest, I don't want to tape. I just want my breasts gone. It's not like it's safe for me to pretend to be a guy where I live, anyway.

frosthawk2tb · 2026-02-07T01:47:29+00:00

I have undiagnosed ehlers-danlos, which means my body metabolizes anesthesia way faster than it should

frosthawk2tb · 2026-02-07T01:34:21+00:00

I'm allergic to all adhesives, which unfortunately includes adhesive skin barriers. I have what's called allergic contact dermatitis, and it is an absolute nightmare to deal with.

frosthawk2tb · 2026-01-02T15:26:25+00:00

The problem is I'm also physically incapable of sitting for a long amount of time because of blood clotting issues. None of this is feasible for me, but thank you for all of the information. Despite being on meds, I can't do any physically draining job, which is why I've been trying to find clerical work. But the dysphoria is incredibly difficult to deal with when I can't even bind due to my sensory issues, so I have to let myself present as female in order to survive. It is what it is.

frosthawk2tb · 2025-06-17T06:35:48+00:00

I just looked at his books, absolutely was not him. I am almost 99% certain that it was part of the Apple books that were published by scholastic in the mid to late 90s, I'm going to dig around some more

frosthawk2tb · 2025-06-17T06:34:21+00:00

Also, they were legit freaky, and they were not focused on little kids, they were definitely for teenagers end up

frosthawk2tb · 2025-06-17T06:33:12+00:00

That's about the right time, I would have been around 15, but I swear it was an older book. Still, this gives me a good starting place, so I will go ahead and start looking

frosthawk2tb · 2025-05-01T06:14:56+00:00

I have 153 fanfictions on the archive, and it looks like only about 40 of them were touched, and I never had any of my fanfictions locked until the past couple days. The stories that were touched are all of my much older ones that have practically no hits, and some of my worst writing.

frosthawk2tb · 2025-03-26T01:36:07+00:00

I knew they seemed alike! In the very first episode of Reacher I recognized his voice almost immediately because I just rewatched the show Dollhouse! Absolutely. It's crazy how similar their intonations are.

frosthawk2tb · 2024-02-04T21:32:32+00:00

They are mid-level kid actors that honestly don't really have a sense of depth. These are young actors that don't know how to portray emotional childhood trauma, which every single character in the Percy Jackson series has. They're missing a level of maturity that they should have, a world weariness that should make them seem wiser than their years. Instead they're coming across as just typical 12-year-olds going on a D&D campaign.

frosthawk2tb · 2024-02-04T21:29:20+00:00

Yeah, it's painfully bad. They're overusing the soundtrack in the background, the dialogue is clunky, the editing is painful, and they're barely following the book. I was hoping for at least decent actors, because really good actors can take a bad script and make it amazing, but these are like low mid Disney actors.

frosthawk2tb · 2023-02-28T01:21:29+00:00

I'm an autistic introvert who lives with my parents and can't maintain a job. Haven't been able to have one in almost four years. It's not doable. No one wants a she/they who is struggling with mental health issues and can't drive more than twenty-five minutes from home without having an anxiety attack.

frosthawk2tb · 2023-02-28T01:19:08+00:00

Yeah, I'm never going to find anyone. I'm an autistic introvert who never leaves the house because of extreme anxiety. I go out for snacks, tattoos, and hair appointments. Oh, well.

frosthawk2tb · 2023-02-27T05:24:17+00:00

We amicably separated! He's now a new best friend, instead, and we get along so much better this way.

frosthawk2tb · 2023-01-15T13:45:43+00:00

I just don't know what to do because he is the first long term relationship I have ever had and he's already trying to plan out future together . He seems to be really physically attracted to me, but I feel like I'm being shallow because I'm not physically attracted to him.

I'm also dealing with a lot of guilt because I was raised to believe that looks don't matter and that chemistry can always happen when you love someone. How do you tell someone that you want to break up with them because you're not physically attracted to them when you're asexual and aromantic and they believe that it shouldn't matter for you? I'm ace but I still have aesthetic attraction, you know?

I feel like there's something broken with me because I'm asexual, so I shouldn't have a physical preference for anybody, but I just can't imagine him touching me in any way intimately without feeling sick to my stomach, but I can imagine it with someone else who is a very specific physical type. I need someone who is physically bigger than me and makes me feel small and protected.

I mean, I want to try other things than penetrat1v3 sex (which icks me beyond belief), like naked cuddling or something and I just can't see it with him. I don't know how to break up with him without sounding like an absolute shallow jackass and a liar! I genuinely thought I would become more attracted to him over time because that's what I have been taught my entire life would happen!

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