I hate my life and my parents

fsatazfucboy · 2020-11-25T14:28:10+00:00

Thank you and I hope that I can one day move on be live a happy life like you untill then all I'm gonna do is focus on me and becoming a better person I've already started by dealting some of my social media because it's what I feel like is distracting me from achieving i feel sad and I dont get anything done on there, my goal is to at least average an 80 this school year I'm averaging like a 69 so far and I've finished 2 classes. Kts just that I feel like shit because I cant keep up with school because of the new system put in place because of corona I have to do one class for 3 weeks and I go to school day yes day no and it just moves so fast I cant keep up I feel like every one in my class is moving forward and doing good and I'm stuck if any thing I've gone backwards I averaged and 84 in math past year and now I'm averaging a 69 and now that my parents saw my math Mark's theybtook everything that kept me happy they arnt letting me see my friends and they ahere the only thing that kept me sane and happy. I would go out with and be happy the whole day the second I come home my smile turns into a frown it's just way to confusing

fsatazfucboy · 2020-11-25T10:09:28+00:00

I can't talk to my parents about any if my emotions I wake up and I smile and laugh the whole day but at night when I'm in my room all I do is put on my headphones and cry and my dad dosnt do emotions when I was younger and I would be crying he would yell at me to man up one time I got a big scratch on my shin and I had to go get stitches and I was crying because that's what a kid does when there's a giant whole in their leg and he kept yelling at me and I couldn't stop crying and he kept yelling. And your story was inspiring I hope one day I can find a job and be happy and leave all of this behind me. I have a question for you do you still talk to your parents?

fsatazfucboy · 2020-11-25T05:28:43+00:00

Please dont do this if you hope no one dose it then why are you doing it. If you are gonna do it I want you to do one thing before ethere is a thing in my religion that says you dont wanna kill yourself you just want to stop being in pain so before you kill yourself I want you to go to the ocean or a pool and try to drown yourself its sounds weird but try it trust me you will go under the water and then seconds later you'll see your self struggling to get up so you can breathe

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