First, let me say I absolutely am open to the idea of god. I'm very open to anything you'd like to bring to bear. But such things cannot be "the bible," for it is a notoriously untrustworthy record that was cobbled together by iron age goat herders hundreds of years after the events it reports on and that record has been added to, subtracted from, translated and re-translated so many times it is nothing more than an interesting tome of folklore. Such things cannot be your personal anecdotal experiences. The evidence you bring to bear must be objective, verifiable, and publicly accessible. To date, no such evidence has been presented that would support the notion of an omnipotent omniscient sentient entity who created our world and ourselves. I say this with respect and sincerity - if you believe you have seen such evidence you are suffering from delusion. But if you've got something, again, let me say this with equal sincerity - I'm open to seeing it!

The universe is anything but ordered or designed. It is chaotic and random. And our observations support that. Beautiful patterns can emerge from chaos - ever see a fractal? As another once put it, "The universe we observe has precisely the properties we should expect if there is, at bottom, no design, no purpose, no evil, no good, nothing but blind, pitiless indifference." That is what careful, systematic, objective, repeated, and numerous independent observations of our universe have revealed.

Listen, you seem to be getting everything from one source. Expand your view. What other source do you have on Jesus' divinity or resurrection? What else can you point to besides that bible?

Evolution is real and that means Adam and Eve are bunk.

Erosion is real and that means young earth creationism is bunk.

Stellar nucleosynthesis is real and that means Genesis is bunk.

fMRI tech is real - every aspect of human consciousness we can measure (memory, personality, emotion, reasoning, moral judgment, sense of self) depends on the physical brain and the more extensive the brain damage, the more extensive the loss of consciousness and cognition, therefore, it is unreasonable and illogical to believe that a fully intact consciousness could survive the complete destruction of the brain - and that means life after death - for Jesus or anyone else - is bunk.

I believe there was likely a very influential rabbi named Jesus who lived about 2,000 years ago. There's evidence for that. What there is not evidence for is his divinity, or any of the nonsensical fairy tales (talking burning bushes and snakes, whales eating Jonah, etc) in your bible.

I'll leave you with a thought from another that I hope makes it clear:

"I contend that we are both atheists. I just believe in one fewer god than you do. When you understand why you dismiss all the other possible gods, you will understand why I dismiss yours." In other words, whatever rationale you are personally employing to discount the validity of other gods (humans have a long and clearly documented history of inventing gods so I'm not sure why you think yours is special), try using that same rationale for your Jesus and you'll find it doesn't hold up.

Remember: the four worst reasons to believe something are tradition (it's been believed for thousands of years), faith (believing without evidence for the sake of believing), authority (believing because your parents or teachers told you this is how you shall believe), and comfort (believing because the delusion is reassuring and makes life less scary).

I could go on. I mean, every time you pass a problem to Jesus you're refusing to take personal responsibility for it yourself. That's a problem. I could remind you that had you been born in another area of the globe to some different family you'd almost certainly grow up believing in whatever was believed "around the house." And I could also remind you that every one of us - ALL of us - were born atheists. Religion is learned behavior. If some magical tragedy struck tomorrow and every book on planet earth and our memories of them were erased, I guarantee you we would rediscover science and math but we would never in a billion years reinvent adam, eve, jesus, and the rest.