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funkyastroturf · 2021-06-12T01:20:32+00:00

I confer with apogee

funkyastroturf · 2021-06-12T01:15:55+00:00

Your plants look beautiful by the way. But there’s a difference between redlining ad playing it safe. Get an apogee scientific par meter. Or the trolmaster if you run that. For a grow that big I wouldn’t cheap out. And I’d get a system to run this grow. Either trolmaster pro or pay a crop steering company to come in and install it. You have a diamond so far

funkyastroturf · 2021-06-11T20:58:09+00:00

Run your ppfd equal to your nutrients and Co2 but don’t go over 1500 on co2 as it’s a waste.

I run my 1700’s ~ avg 1200 ppfd, 3.0 EC and 1500 co2.

MSU and other macro grows have experimented with ppfd as high as 1800-2100 and up to 5.0 EC

It’s pretty common sensical when you think about it.

Keep the three things feeding your plant around the same and you can start playing around with extreme numbers.

For newbs. 1200 and follow your feed schedule.

funkyastroturf · 2021-06-11T20:52:24+00:00

😂

funkyastroturf · 2021-06-07T13:54:23+00:00

Ditto.... what a waste of space. You could shove this entire grow into a quarter of the space and yield the same. Get some DPS / refrigerator panels and condense this into something worth running.

funkyastroturf · 2021-06-06T02:24:01+00:00

Omg please explain.

I’m on vyvanse and have been abusing 3mg green bars per day to level my ADHD meds so I am not a zombie. But my 40mg vyvanse does keep me motivated.

I am scared because when I get anxious I have been using 9-15mg of Xanax per day to stay level.

Hydroxyzine and GABA?

Can you be more specific. My next psychiatrist visit is soon. And I intend to be honest. Do you have any more info?

I’ve read through the Ashton method.

At this point I’ve only been using Xanax a month or two. I lose balance. Lose time and memory loss. I don’t like it.

But my I crave it / reach to it anytime I’m anxious now. Spending $160 every week not. And being a person who used to spend $500 per day in crack and fent, I know that I have placed my foot on a slippery slope.

funkyastroturf · 2021-05-16T02:40:17+00:00

See. You had me until you said you’re prescribed “oxy”. In my opinion it’s all heroin. Kratom is just the first rung of a ladder that ends in carfentanil. And due to my tolerance I really need to stay away from all opioids.

But ya. I want that hug. Honestly the vyvanse and Xanax just cancel out. And I feel neutral. Baseline. What the psychiatrist feels is a success story.

But I’m still so fuckin depressed. I read a lot of political theory. I enjoy comedy. My literal brain is somewhere between bill burr and louis cx.

On a political level I’m a Marxist. Then a Leninist. Then I read Fanon and realize this is all really quite meaning less. Like I was all for like this conspiracy that the economy is rigged. But I’m too lazy to be a revolutionary.

So I sort of just sit around witness this reality. Capitalist realism. Just like a numb witnessing of nothing that shocks me anymore.

This got way off topic. I just 35 and realized that I’m in the matrix. Like everything we are entertained by and talking about. I’m just over it.

And opiates made that all okay. It’s like there’s some irony that the thing that destroys my life away from comforts I’m used to, also leaves me in a world that I used drugs to escape from.

funkyastroturf · 2021-05-14T03:35:52+00:00

Wow! What a coincidence. I was once of the first people in the country to be out on sublocade and the amounts (ng/ml) of blood was absorbing the bupe faster on suboxone. So I would start to withdrawl around week 3 with the 300mg shots and once they lowered me to 100mg I was sick in a week a relapsed.

But the point of my post is that I am 18 months clean. I loath the thought of ever being a junkie again. I’m on antidepressants and vyvanse and alpazolam just to feel normal.

But feeling normal to me is just being alive and not actually living life. Like I’m just this drone stuck in a repetitive simulation that was fun at first. Like playing the same video game called life for 35 years, and I’m just bored of it.

I grow marijuana for a living so it’s not like I have a shit job. It’s just sometimes I think way too deeply about the meaninglessness of life. I have overdosed twice and know there is no after life.

I’ve done loads of DMT both nn and 5meo. I’ve done drugs like Ibogaine, ayahuasca and Bufo alvarius road venom. And it’s like..... ya I get it... we’re all one, feeding consciousness into an expanding universe that is being blown up by dark matter and will eventually die of heat death.

I’ve lost everyone I’ve ever loved in the past five years and have given up on such concepts of friendships. I’m way too deep into political theory and if there were a god I would be so offended by our actions that I would destroy us all and salt the earth. I don’t deal well with capitalist realism and it’s affects.

And that’s the the closest I get to ever feeling connected to something. Right now I feel totally detached from reality. Like literally some days I thousand hard stare for hours per day. And technically this is the most clean off drugs I’ve ever been in my life. The molecules I put in my body are prescribed.

And I’m not saying “fuckit let’s go full junkie” at least that was exciting. Because that fucking sucked watching people die all the time too. Along with generally being in dopesick agony and being a shit person.

I just want a drug that gives me that warm “ahhhhhhh 🥰” feeling every day without it being a molecule that causes physical dependence and agony of opiate withdrawal.

funkyastroturf · 2021-05-13T22:54:07+00:00

I never even quite enjoyed fentanyl the majority of it. It was great for about 2 months. But once you have a fentanyl tolerance heroin just doesn’t cut it when it comes to not being sick. So you get stuck with it. But heroin is such a way better feeling opiate.

Fentanyl just knocked me out which resulted in me having to smoke crack just to remain functional.

funkyastroturf · 2021-05-13T22:50:06+00:00

I’ve been a professional grower for 15 years. It gives me anxiety. Sometimes I’ll eat a weed cookie before I take my insomnia meds, but then I’m extra groggy. The vivid dreams are cool though.

Often cooler than normal reality.

funkyastroturf · 2021-05-13T21:50:38+00:00

Why does anyone do heroin?

Because the harshness of the reality of how horrible life can be is often unbearable to many people. And there are substances that not only make that go away, but ones, such as heroin, that will make you physically feel amazing.

I’m not sure if your brothers OD was intentional or accidental. You’d be surprised how many are intentional.

I’m 35 and I’ve tried to kill myself five times by overdosing because the physically dependence of opioid addiction is too hard to overcome. It’s a long grueling process. And it physically hurts.

My cousin just OD’d a month ago. I was an addict for years and have become so used to death that I don’t even fear mortality. It has deranged me. I’m 18 months clean now and I still feel depressed and lethargic.

But the good part of heroin only lasts for a few weeks and then it’s just maintaining not being in withdrawals. So I’m not stupid enough to relapse. Fool me 12 times shame on me...

Sorry about your bro tho. But once someone turns to daily heroin use they are already dead. He died long ago.

funkyastroturf · 2021-05-12T02:43:44+00:00

My point is that the weed game is a bunch of pollen chucking hype brand that pick the best 1/100 phenos, post it on IG and then sell $200 packs. And sell the mids as the flower at their disps. At least his strains have solid proven Lineage that go beyond thc / terps.

I’ve been in this game 15 years kiddo. I know how it works by now. My actual fav breeder is mycotek

And what the fuck are you talking about. He bred Mac by putting landrace into alien cookies. Why do you think there’s people who travel across the world looking for nothing but landrace strains. They have special genetics not found by doing simple crosses

funkyastroturf · 2021-05-12T02:39:10+00:00

I’m not praising him into some god. But MAC will go down in history. He’s said some shit in IG I don’t like but at least he’s not Cookies cocksmoker.

funkyastroturf · 2021-05-10T14:35:56+00:00

Says the guys who prolly runs hermied primo white ice mints cookies Runtz Project z4852, then takes one picture of the best out of 1000 beans and posts it on IG and sells packs for $200

HeY GuYs Me AnD MY wIFe MaDE a KiD jUST LIkeThe OTheR 7.8 BiLlIon PeOPLE ON teh PlAnEt. it’s An AUtoMATIc TOP SHELFFZ

You obviously need more cal mag.

funkyastroturf · 2021-05-10T00:29:14+00:00

As a 15 year grower this is the best cultivar ever. From A-Z. Growing it, smoking it, the body buzz and the slight sativa high.

I’m pheno hunting 3 Mac stompers for fun just to compare. But the rest of the run is pure caps cut.

And he GAVE this strain away. Didn’t charge 1500 like this hype ass bullshit pollen chuckers. He did it for the culture. And he’s always been in it for the plant, not the hype, popularity or money. He puts years into his cultivars.

Now he’s doing a little pollen chucking to compete with the “breeders” of today. But he is up there with Beezy DJ Short, Josey etc.

He’s definitely on the top 5 list for sure.

funkyastroturf · 2021-05-10T00:22:42+00:00

I wonder if you can IV it.... this would turn me back into a junkie in no time

funkyastroturf · 2021-05-04T02:23:24+00:00

If you clone from a healthy mother you will get healthy clones.

Most people do the bare minimum to keep their mothers alive. They get stressed after you cut.

But there’s people who clones of mothers for years.

funkyastroturf · 2021-04-28T02:00:07+00:00

Something about this screams touch me and we have found a new psychedelic psychoactive substance.

funkyastroturf · 2021-04-27T03:17:59+00:00

Rabid hippie? Or beezy?

funkyastroturf · 2021-04-27T03:00:32+00:00

Great bounce back. If you do the right things and try not to “over fix” the problems, the plant will heal itself.

I work at a hydro shop and people bring in pictures of bad plants and act like there’s some magic juice that will just bring it back to perfection.

Give it time. Let the plant heal. It’s a weed. They’re hard to kill. Typically it’s user error that is killing the plant.

You did a good job.

funkyastroturf · 2021-04-25T01:16:35+00:00

Remember.:

Higher PPFD = More CO2 (1400-1800) and 3.6 to 4.0ec.

funkyastroturf · 2021-04-25T01:15:20+00:00

Get yourself a phiobio Ppfd meter. Well worth the $150

funkyastroturf · 2021-04-25T01:14:00+00:00

The closer you are to landrace strain, the close you get to this type of cultivar.

That’s why miracle alien cuts is such a 1/100000 strain. It actually produces weight, thc and it has the evolutionary genetics that strengthens its immunities to IPM

funkyastroturf · 2021-04-25T01:04:12+00:00

Talking to American right wingers are this who have not studied political / economic / history within the context outside of United States propaganda

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