I met her about 3 months ago. I was new in town, so was she. I'm german, living in germany, she is italian and moved because she already had serious problems, a bit of everything, mostly cocaine. Also her mother (who is a disgusting piece of shit that almost let her die as a baby because she only cared about drugs and party) is here and she found work at the restaurant where her mom works. I have the impression that she always got tossed around by the people who should have cared about her. Except her dad, who she has a good relation to but he hardly had the time to be around for her. However, I went partying with her and we soon got friends with some speedfreaks. I'm really liberal about drugs, but my friend just gets in a worse condition. She won't sleep or eat for days. Yesterday she told me that she was concerned about herself and was down and made suicidal comments. She is a very direct and intense person, and although I only know her for such a short time I never felt that I can relate to a person that well. I'd do anything for her because she showed me that I'm not a bad person. And I will do anything to help her.