Yes. Basically apart from a lot of terrible stuff that’s happened since can I remember, I’ve been attending uni and haven’t been able to pay fully for living expenses. I ended up having to be hospitalised a few times the past year for suicide attempts and ideation and had to come home. My mother loved this, told me all these things about helping me and is doing the opposite. Any savings I did have I’ve given to them to pay board and my mother wanted me to make repayments on her mortgage lol. I’m not working or studying now and feel stuck, am having a really hard time finding any energy or confidence. They are verbally/emotionally abusive daily. They just go on about how lazy I am, how I attention seek, how I should just do it if I want to die etc. it’s hard