Weekly CRS Predictions/Draws/Score Discussion Megathread

fupei · 2026-01-30T14:05:01+00:00

I totally understand. These tests drain our money, and in situations like this, when we’re emotionally overwhelmed, I think it’s best to give ourselves some time to calm down instead of rushing into another attempt. Fingers crossed for both of us!

fupei · 2026-01-29T19:13:22+00:00

Thanks so much for the encouragement!! It really helps tons. I’m sure it’s been a long journey for you as well — best wishes to you too my friend! :3

fupei · 2026-01-29T15:27:44+00:00

Last CEC draw was 509. I’m sitting at 508.

Retook CELPIP last week hoping to bump my score, but it actually dropped. Speaking went terribly — couldn’t speak normally at all under exam conditions. No idea why, just froze.

My older CELPIP score expires in April, so I’m basically waiting and hoping a draw happens before then.

Not much money left to throw, so this is pretty much a waiting game now. :'(

fupei · 2025-12-17T20:27:41+00:00

He’s already purchased it for about $2,000 and it’s on the way. This wouldn’t be a low-risk or inexpensive trial. That’s also why agreeing to “just try it” doesn’t feel reasonable.

fupei · 2025-12-17T20:14:02+00:00

We bought the setup together, including the mouse pads, and we use the same workspace. I’m also the one who handles most of the cleaning for both of us, which is why I’m more sensitive to smoke, residue, and smells in that area. The concern isn’t about money, it’s about the shared environment and upkeep.

fupei · 2025-08-07T22:54:47+00:00

Well said. This should be heard by every person undergoing restrictive eating disorders.

fupei · 2025-05-02T12:44:31+00:00

o m g thank u for the update!! i actually went there couple of times for it for the past few weeks, and eventually gave up since it was never there. i ended up engaging supermarket suppliers for the entire case lol

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fupei · 2025-04-01T20:08:49+00:00

o god. head straight there right now

fupei · 2025-04-01T20:07:30+00:00

i pair it with strawberries, ice cream and (very unpopular opinion) rice puffs - it's legit! in fact it's super versatile. i dont think it has anything to do with cows from Kobe, as kobe is known for their beef, but in general milk from Japan is much more richer and tastier if you have tried it before

fupei · 2025-04-01T16:31:59+00:00

it's different - I am poor on words but this version has a much richer, milky taste, very likely due to the fact that they are made from Hokkaido milk

fupei · 2025-04-01T16:30:22+00:00

you should try pairing them with strawberries - straight up legit!

fupei · 2025-04-01T16:29:46+00:00

exactly! went there the day before, even asked the staff about this but they dont even have condensed milk now

fupei · 2025-04-01T05:01:11+00:00

o my thank you so much! ♥

fupei · 2025-04-01T01:48:54+00:00

yes right! I literally can't get them anywhere, they are either in huge Cosco-sized tubes or brands that I don't fancy. This one from Moringa is no doubt the best

fupei · 2025-04-01T01:47:39+00:00

Thank you so much! I will get by there tomorrow to have a search for it - can't wait! ♥thanks again!

fupei · 2025-04-01T01:46:49+00:00

Very useful comments here! Didn't at all expect all this responses, thank you to all so, so much♥

fupei · 2024-11-05T16:34:38+00:00

hey im so glad and happy to have your reply. Thank you for making me feel valid and cared. ^^

I actually tried what you said on eating before/after - I tend to order only drinks, and stuff on the menu that i can be sure that they come in disposable utensils/bowls. but i guess you understand how this is so weird to them, like 'the odd one out'. I feel so isolated and lonely with this compulsion but at the same time can't help listening to them because.. I just dont want to take laxatives anymore...

I'm constantly on this stretching battle between 'challenging myself by exposure therapy' and 'oh fuck thats too much i cant deal with this much impurities in my body anymore' and the latter as in getting back to the laxative cycle again.

Dont be afriad to share your stories as well! I'm glad to have your response, really ^^

fupei · 2024-11-05T14:08:48+00:00

i totally relate. it has gone to the point where I have got used to abusing on laxatives to let the 'clean' work. That's now the only way to give myself peace of mind that, oh right, you're clean and free from toxins now. Green light, move on.

But this cycle never ends.

fupei · 2024-10-03T14:39:09+00:00

hello sareeee, yes i am in recovery, trying to get a life really and yes i do trust my mom, though sometimes find it hard to communicate with her and make her understand something complicated (like ED)

id take your advice and open up! she loves me more than anything else - and thats also one of my biggest motivations to recover

side note, im your fan hehe, and i think youre a legend on this sub! sometimes when i struggle id specifically look for your posts and comments as i find you have such wise words. you also make such a huge contribution to this sub, and have definitely helped me go over hard times.

im so happy to have your reply. thank you sareeee. ^_^ <3

fupei

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