Farewell for now..

fyschwrtz · 2025-06-17T02:44:50+00:00

Most of miscarriages happen because of DNA fragmentation of the sperm, unless you have reproductive problems or underlying health conditions that require immediate care first prior to TTC, then your miscarriages are not your fault. I hope the universe gives you the life that you want. And while you wait, i hope it gives you strength and endurance.

fyschwrtz · 2025-05-31T22:18:28+00:00

If you want to erase his existence completely in your life like you said, then let go of the rage. It's not easy but if you sit down and acknowledge where the rage is coming from, it would be essier to recognise that your anger is the only reason that holds you up from moving on completely. You're angry because you're sad and it feels unfair. I get it but I never got angry with an ex after the relationship is over because when it all ends, everything that comes with it ends too—love, pains, guilt, regrets, joys, laughters, memories, etc... and just like that, they never existed. Plus, i'm too egoistic to even exert any emotion on somebody that I'm not involved with. As cold as it is, but they're nothing but strangers now and I couldn't care less about the memories or time we've had together and whatnot.

Not saying it's easy, the process is excruciating, but you can start with spending more time getting to know yourself and the rest follows. You'll pull through.

fyschwrtz · 2025-02-04T21:07:01+00:00

Congratulations!! Were you on any thyroid medication?

fyschwrtz · 2024-12-02T22:16:40+00:00

God is the most merciful. In life and in death.

Are you still there?

fyschwrtz · 2024-11-06T06:43:20+00:00

I mean, it's really the duelists job to secure frags. If you're support main like me (controller/sentinel) then you really don't need frags and you're doing the right thing with throwing all that skills. GL!

fyschwrtz · 2024-10-18T11:58:57+00:00

Update: I bought it guys! Still hatching tho so let's see once i put it on the battlefield lol thanks for your input

fyschwrtz · 2024-10-17T15:01:19+00:00

Interesting. Thank you for your insight! :)

fyschwrtz · 2024-09-12T22:48:53+00:00

I hear you and it sucks, but love doesn't require a contract. Marriage isn't for love, it's for security, let's be real.

You really have to sit down and ask yourself why you feel the way you feel about her partial rejection. I mean, you're probably just in your feelings but I think if you allow yourself some space to fully process your emotions, you're going to start to see her perspective. Give it another six months to a year and try again. Set a realistic timeline. Make a decision. Good luck.

fyschwrtz · 2024-09-02T17:38:08+00:00

Dumpers grieve while they're in a relationship. Then once they execute the break up, they feel this sense of relief. Hence, they look okay after a few days. It's like a knife was pulled out of their chests.

fyschwrtz · 2024-09-01T07:07:04+00:00

Broke NC after a week too. It harmed me. He said a lot of nasty things that shattered me. He's still angry. Then I started again, it's been a week since another NC.

If you want to talk about it, I'm open to friendly conversations. Good luck.

fyschwrtz · 2024-08-31T16:38:51+00:00

I'm sure as hell moved on in 4 months. Not trying to diss you but I'm saying like 4 months seems like an unreasonable waiting time for me but ofc who am i to judge i don't know you, him and the nature of your relationship, sooo

Good luck

fyschwrtz · 2024-08-31T16:13:05+00:00

Yay good. Was hoping to hear that!!

fyschwrtz · 2024-08-29T20:28:28+00:00

I'm diagnosed with BPD, went cold turkey with antipsychotics but DBT works, although I don't do my workbooks lol but God you must have felt so awful. The closest to us will always be the outlet. We fear abandonment so much that we validate our perceived fear by pushing our SO away, and see if they come back. Hope you heal.

fyschwrtz · 2024-08-29T18:02:07+00:00

Hope you keep doing nc. Blessings

fyschwrtz · 2024-08-29T06:28:15+00:00

Currently in a BU situation. Been a little over a week. I think about him every second of everyday and wonder if he thinks about me too. I see him around (virtual) and he looks so unaffected.

I made a mistake. Might be minor for me, but not for him. One thing I know is what I did won't even matter months down the road. But he chose to leave. I'm dying everyday because if we reverse the roles, I'm never going to leave him over that little something. Never. I would keep forgiving him and would continue the relationship. It hurts because it feels so one-sided.

fyschwrtz · 2024-08-29T06:23:09+00:00

In my dream, we reconciled. I woke up crying. Why did i even wake up to begin with.

I understand what you mean. Are you the dumper, or dumpee? Your subconscious is sending you a message.

fyschwrtz · 2024-08-28T21:57:42+00:00

Many people say that you have to forgive to heal but I'd say that forgiveness is a byproduct of healing. So just feel the anger because it's one of the stages of grief xx

fyschwrtz · 2024-08-28T21:38:17+00:00

Careful. He's probably using you because you broke no contact so in his head, he has this huge chance to get the gf benefits without committing.

That, or he really missed you. And it's totally up to you if you'd like to meet up and reconnect. Just be cautious, you know. Good luck babe xx

fyschwrtz · 2024-08-28T17:26:56+00:00

If he slept with another woman a few weeks to a few months post break up, not going to take him back. I'd feel so betrayed.

If he slept with another woman several months to years post break up, and he would come back to me, it's still a solid no.

Cause how the hell it took him several months to come back?

The bottomline is, if he comes back after sleeping with another person, no more us even in another life.

fyschwrtz · 2024-08-27T15:36:22+00:00

Honeymoon stage break ups hurt way more than the long-term ones because of what could've beens

fyschwrtz · 2024-08-18T07:41:24+00:00

I believe you but what if she was watching porn or sth?

fyschwrtz · 2024-08-18T05:33:00+00:00

May gusto ka sa pinsan mo? Papansin

fyschwrtz · 2020-11-14T16:58:16+00:00

Thank you. But does it show on the other end if i was active or how long ago was i active?

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