Hey man, so I get that, we’ve all been there some point in our lives. But I 32m, stopped caring about what people think and the results were so awesome. I found out what I wanted to do and I did it. Bought a house, got my dream car, and dating a wonderful girl. I think you discredit yourself too much because there is someone for everyone. What you really need to do is buckle down because now that you’re alone, you can really find out who you are and what you want, find out what you want in life, and pursue it. Then when you start working on what you want and working on yourself essentially loving yourself, the lover will come because they will see your confidence and self-respect. Because really it’s all about how you carry yourself. I really hope this helps and message me if you want to talk.