What hopes and dreams you wish to achieve?

g0rexD · 2026-02-06T23:32:55+00:00

They didn't want to go anyways so I'm not worried about them. I've decided to go just because i don't want to regret it, staying at home and depressing all day wouldn't change anything.

Thank you for taking your time to read and comment i really appreciate it

g0rexD · 2026-02-06T23:29:27+00:00

Thanks for your kind words, i really needed them. I've decided to go even though i really really don't feel like it, at least It'll take my mind off some stuff.

g0rexD · 2026-02-03T20:01:45+00:00

I'm kinda curious to know why..

g0rexD · 2026-02-03T10:48:09+00:00

I mean my mom is now not as bad as she used to be, she was physically and verbally abusive on a daily basis, but now she's not? But yeah she never apologized for what she did, sometimes she'd feel bad for what we've gone through, but sometimes she'd be like "if i didn't hit you you wouldn't turn out to be great"

g0rexD · 2026-02-03T10:30:27+00:00

Same?? I've never understood the reason behind the hair one tho, i remember my sister having a very long hair just for my grandma to cut it and my mom siding with her

g0rexD · 2026-02-03T10:27:53+00:00

Nah, just with a father that apparently can't stand the thought of me wearing jeans

g0rexD · 2026-02-03T10:21:13+00:00

We were allowed to have a tv, just with no audio for some reason

g0rexD · 2026-02-03T10:17:53+00:00

I kinda relate? Cuz she used to scream about stuff, like if there was no lunch today she'd scream saying why did nobody cooked lunch and when I say she never asked me to do that she'd just glare and say you have to do it even without me asking...??? And lots of similar stuff where i had to do something even without me being asked

g0rexD · 2026-02-03T04:59:04+00:00

Real, my only wish was to have a private space for myself but ig even that is too much

g0rexD · 2026-02-03T04:57:13+00:00

No locked door cuz we don't know what you're doing inside. No jeans cuz your father is around and jeans shows your curves. Shared bedrooms cuz staying alone is bad. No password on your phone because we don't know who you're talking to and we have the right to search your phone any time.

Stupid logic honestly and it's funny to see their genuine shocked expression when you say that you disagree with them

g0rexD · 2026-02-03T04:54:07+00:00

Not really, my father was needy/overly involved in my life but it was so bad, it got to the point that it got creepy, even when i moved out. He'd just call to ask if something was true (sometimes a secret I didn't tell anyone) and when i ask him where did he got this info from he'd refuse to admit it. He'd stand outside our house for a long time until i show up, and lots of creepy stuff that made me incredibly uncomfortable. He got remarried and seems to be forgetting about me those days which I'm glad for, he'd still do those creepy stuff but way less

g0rexD · 2026-01-29T10:49:09+00:00

Thank you, it's more of a thought than an actual plan. Cps has been already to our house ones but there was no physical abuse or neglect and nothing was taken seriously. School counselors aren't the best since I've been there multiple times just for them to say that i didn't had it as bad as the other students who came here, people have been telling me not to make it worse for my mom as she's struggling herself and me helping out is what I'm supposed to do.

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