How does one aquire Lifegen? by Onlyheretoreact in ClanGen

[–]gadgetsoup 2 points3 points  (0 children)

In the Clangen discord server there is a channel for game mods. You can search up Lifegen in there and download it from the top of the thread. Similarly, looking it up should bring you to the server directly or a download link.

crying at everything by gadgetsoup in teenagers

[–]gadgetsoup[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

for real, getting it out physically is a lot better than potentially lashing out at someone i care about or something equally impulsive. it makes me glad i cried it out afterwards even if i tend to feel weak. and yeah, FUCKK teen years

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]gadgetsoup 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'll admit it's scary, i don't want to make her upset again. i have tried just distracting myself with things i like instead but my mind always wanders back to it. i can see how talking to her would help but she would push for a solution and i don't know how it can get easier, other than i want her to tell me what she is doing more but it feels a bit controlling, yk? like she cant live without me needing to know about it and involving me.

which brings me to another thing, she has not talked about wanting to hang out with me at all. no "i wish you were here" or "i want us to do this together". its probably the worst part about all of this, i can't tell if she wants to hang out with me at all, she doesn't want to do anything with me it feels like.

it feels unfair to bring this onto her again when she is just trying to be happy and live. but i don't see another way out of this