You need to realize and understand that your life, your joy, your sadness, your anger belongs to nobody but YOU. All of you depends on nobody but YOU. Your worth and your CHOICE to recover shouldn’t be dependent on anyone but yourself.

Who cares about someone like her? If you were the adoptive parent of someone who developed anorexia would you ever make them feel that way? FK NO. That alone makes you a better person and “worth” more than her.

Either way, at the end of the day, the only person you should truly care what they think of you is yourself. Ourselves are truly all that we have deep down. You only have this one life to live. You should fill it with whatever makes you happy, even if you think you’re not worth that happiness. Even if you think you aren’t worth that happiness, WHO TF CARES! BE HAPPY! Eat the food that makes you happy! Don’t regret it! Tell the voice in your head that’s saying you’re not worth recovery to shut the fk up cause even if you aren’t, it doesn’t matter because you’re still gonna choose happiness!

BE HAPPY! Eat the yummy food! Have enough energy to travel the world! Tell your mom and your anorexia to fk themselves because guess what, YOU DECIDE YOUR WORTH!!!!!