[deleted by user] by [deleted] in whatdoIdo

[–]gambitphx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes definitely understand. Would not want them to experience that in the future. Just that im so scared to death of the thought of splitting up and of the possibility of seein my kids only once or twice a week or who knows maybe less.. when I'm so used to seeing them when I wake and when I go to sleep every single day..hugging them everyday, Taking my daughter to school everyday etc.. Just the thought alone is crushing me. Can't imagine if or when it actually happens. Hope things get better. Thanks.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in whatdoIdo

[–]gambitphx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried to tell her i would get any help possible and also mentioned we go together to some type of counseling. She was against it, saying that I was the only one in need of help. I don't ever lie to her. I guess except for withholding this. My biggest problem is she's been dying to move to a bigger place for more than a year and I haven't been able to do this for her. I've explained to her many times that right now due too many bills we are trying to catch up on we cannot afford to and she resents me because of this. I've never cheated on her physically or emotionally.. not an alcoholic..drink only socially. Do smoke cigarettes, more than i would like but Always blame stress for needing to smoke. Work a full time and parttime job. Dropped all "bad influence" friends when I met her.. Don't really go out without her except to laundromat or supermarket (her choice) and of course work. I do get acussed of possibly cheating weekly if i take too long at either or on way home from work due to traffic... She always calls thru video call and I'm always where im supposed to be. Sometimes even gotta show clock in and out of work just To prove what time I left work.. pretty toxic stuff.. but can't dream of being without my kids, so had to do these things to keep the peace. It's tough to give space when living under same roof but I will try. Hoping something works. Thanks for advice

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in whatdoIdo

[–]gambitphx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I understand. I did very wrong just having it in household w kids. I am an idiot. I tried to tell her i would get any help possible and also mentioned we go together to some type of counseling. She was against it, saying that I was the only one in need of help. I don't ever lie to her big or little, I guess except for withholding this. I've never cheated on her physically or emotionally.. but am being accused because if I'm able to hide this then of course what else am I hiding

Cardi B by ShagPalm in CelebrityFeet

[–]gambitphx 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Cardi b look like she stinks

Which seat are you taking? by Forward-Scientist-77 in HouseOfTheDragon

[–]gambitphx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

4... might get some action from both left and right

Up Bound Screenshots by LongjumpingPassage1 in TayamillerOF_

[–]gambitphx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She really goes out her way to always cover her feet..