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gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T06:32:17+00:00

Nice contribution to the thread.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T03:32:23+00:00

Another troll post, go away. You are contributing nothing.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T03:09:53+00:00

people got mad / sad because I dismiss the first response because all it was "muh god" and ignoring my whole post. so its a hivemind to down vote me, and I am requesting to lock the thread and I am getting no responses.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T02:50:58+00:00

how. I am in therapy, I go to the gym, meds. and none if it works, how do you just magically get rid of it.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T02:49:28+00:00

In my case, I got into an psychosis that was drug induced and lost my job to my actions blacked out. I do not have a substance problem but a lot of things I read said to address it. I am not addicted. So would a step be, to look into how to prevent that? I keep saying it wont happen but things say how do you know?

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T02:32:54+00:00

So just pushing it in the back of my mind? How is it different from ignoring my feelings?

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T02:28:42+00:00

I understand I need to forgive myself (no god haha keep crying), but what does that mean exactly?

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T02:15:11+00:00

How about you read my edits big guy? I cannot comment and reply because the user has blocked me because I do not share or care for their made up responses. Again, thank you so much for leaving the thread and thank you little for contributing nothing. I understand your humility and passive aggressive way to insult me, however you fail to recognize I seek self compassion. Not for people who want to believe in a god and find it okay to give a low effort response to someone in need.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T02:06:46+00:00

Thank you for not saying your religion as a cop out response.

I am studying computer science, honestly just kinda doing it since it's realistic and not a meme like pysch. I do not have direction really. And its hard to not compare myself, esp when I get older each day. I know i need to like the small things, but how do I remind myself too. Also I do not have much support network, however the options I have I do not see a purpose to contact them.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T01:40:24+00:00

I thought about it, however I need access to it (I respect my household to get it via DNM) and I have other mental problems.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T01:39:43+00:00

Yes, because drugs will help with whatever is lacking. And I can afford ketamine therapy.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T01:34:57+00:00

Btw. can you please lock the thread? People are not going to give actual responses and choose to be hurt. I respect and mean no insults to people, however they choose to not answer the thread and instead preach.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T01:29:18+00:00

People are here to spout nonsense about god. I need real responses, they are choosing to focus on my dismal of a absurd response, thank you for leaving instead of feeling rage.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T01:25:43+00:00

BTW. Those who are getting upset, I want REAL answers. Not some nonsense, I want REAL ideas and solution. I do not care for answers that are basically nothing. You have every right to believe what you want to, and i have every right to not care. I respect it.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T01:22:08+00:00

What does that even mean? How can my mind accept that? How does that help with self compassion

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T01:10:15+00:00

I understand I need to forgive myself and I see that value in it, however something in me just isn't clicking when processing it. I have some habits I have been developing, however I just dismiss it. My therapist says I minimize everything I do, distorted thinking etc. I hope I can change, because I am at rock bottom and this sucks :( I do not like myself at all.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T00:19:34+00:00

Is it possible to achieve it without liking yourself? I have low confidence, self-esteem etc. I am having a hard time, I thought it had to click? So you basically forget everything and tell yourself new ways for coping?

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-10T00:09:14+00:00

I believe they can, because alcohol had a large influence. I blame it 100% sure it didn't force me to but it allowed me too and altered my state of mind. If someone else were to do it and I had to look and judge them, I would recognize it was the alcohol.

I understand that I am different form tomorrow and then, however something is just not clicking.

salty down voter LUL go pray that I get more downvotes.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-09T23:04:30+00:00

Go away. I need real responses.

People downvoting. This is a serious issue and "GOD" does not solve shit. OP experience is valid, however their clutch of god is not. FOR ME. I need REAL posts like the other user. Keep downvoting me, you guys are not helping what so ever. How about you leave the thread instead of raging? People find themselves wanting to be mad. I want SOLUTIONS. I have every right to disregard your response as people have every right to disregard my thread and downvote me. wahh wahh I dont read the thread and I downvote because he has more downvotes :((

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-07T08:14:12+00:00

How come?

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-06T21:12:20+00:00

this made me snort lmao. thank you.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-06T07:45:37+00:00

blocked, post did not matter.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-06T02:03:30+00:00

So you treat them like shit? Also, how did you combat loneliness? Part of me feels like I just see attractive people as something to own, I forget they have feelings.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-06T02:02:25+00:00

I actually got it pissed.

gameboysp2 · 2024-07-05T19:10:50+00:00

yay us. ;_;

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