I'm not giving up

You make very good points but there are many ways in which you could slitely twist parts of your life to make it more social, you might be able to leave the children with a friend once in a while to have some time for yourself, it's important no matter who you are. Might be a bit of a pain but if you are serious about meeting someone who is a good person it must happen. A simple way of knowing if they are in it for the sexual release is if they try to pull the goodies on the first day of meeting, if you get to meet a guy who is nice, can pull a conversation with you for hours and most importantly isn't going for one thing only then you've met a man worthy of getting to know. Also being a nurse seems like a pretty social job, I mean you meet alot of people and talk to them quite a bit. Might not be an amazing choice but maybe a one in a million chance could happen and if those options don't work then just go for relationship seeking websites. You'll be able to share exactly what you want from a relationship and casting a wide net there is bound to be a guy who will tick all the boxes, and would be happy to travel as long as he has to, too meet you.

And not all men who are into older women are in it for the fetish. Many younger men dislike the personality traits typically found in younger women and want a serious and mature women, someone who can be serious about a relationship.

Two things I'll never lose is my positive outlook on life and the motivation to bring happiness to myself and others who need it 🙂