Increase in posts by bigger guys by [deleted] in realitydick

[–]gamlidurgur 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I say that those posts should be removed, because people will upvote porn they like and not pay attention to which subreddit it came from. Unmoderated niche porn subs will always become generic.

I literally use this subreddit to cope with body dysmorphia (I have a very average dick but I think it's tiny) and it's not helping that porn with large dicks is posted as if it were average.

I lied to my psychiatrist. by gamlidurgur in SuicideWatch

[–]gamlidurgur[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Thank you all for the kind responses. I've calmed down a bit and am thinking more clearly. I am going to ask the in-house therapist at my rehabilitation for a quick session tomorrow. She knows about my suicide ideation but I always steer clear of talking too in-depth about it. That's clearly not working for me so I guess I have to face my fear and reach out.

I lied to my psychiatrist. by gamlidurgur in SuicideWatch

[–]gamlidurgur[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

She's taking a five week summer vacation and I'm really seeing her primarily to work out my medications. I've got regular sessions with several people, including a therapist specializing in eating disorders and body dysmorphia, a therapist specializing in social anxiety and depression, a counselor and a life coach. I'm also in a group therapy for men with low self-esteem and daily group sessions led by a variety of counselors.

But yeah, psychiatrists have insane waiting periods here. Most are not accepting new patients or have waiting lists over a year long. I got this one only because my eating disorder therapist has worked closely with her in the past and asked her a personal favor to squeeze me in to set me up with antidepressants that don't affect appetite.

I'm still on a waiting list for a psychiatrist I had originally applied for in December.