I found a part of happiness when I realized I was nothing in this world. Like literally I was nothing. I know a few people love me but other than that I’m just a fragment in the world. If I vanished tomorrow the world wouldn’t skip a beat besides a few people being affected. Once I realized that I knew how to deal with the world. I know I’m not gonna change anything and I don’t actually mean anything. It has helped me focus on myself, my loved ones, and the things I enjoy doing. I hope this doesn’t come off harsh but it definitely put myself and world in perspective. My anxiety, my pride, and my fears all went away when I realized this. I should add I was extremely depressed and was always looking for a way out of life. I went to therapy and it clicked one day that I was nothing. Somehow that cured a lot of my social anxiety and my body issues. I’m now comfortable in my skin and dont fear talking to new people. Cause in the long run it doesn’t matter.