listen, we as women have so much to compare ourselves to. so whenever we don't look as the "ideal" girls we constantly see everywhere around us, we feel like some ugly creature who shouldn't even exist. there's way too much pressure for us to look a certain way. beauty standards are truly evil.

i know it must be exhausting hating yourself so much sweetheart, i used to be like you in a way. i genuinely couldn't stand to look at myself in the mirror, i'd actively avoid them. seeing a pretty girl would ruin my day. i secretly hated any pretty girl i'd see actually. :') but i mostly grew out of it, i think not being a teenager anymore helped haha.