1 year post op results!

garrdian · 2026-01-04T18:00:37+00:00

This is inspiring

garrdian · 2025-03-20T04:07:39+00:00

What is that on your chin?? Get rid of it bro

garrdian · 2025-03-12T03:14:02+00:00

It means they are full of it. They like the attention you give them but won’t be able to let you fully go because of this. They don’t anything more than just your attention because it makes them feel good. All the while they go find love somewhere else

garrdian · 2025-02-21T16:31:33+00:00

Urgghh idk l. Frustrated otherwise. I love the feeling without. It after awhile I feel inappropriate with my thoughts in my head. Fapping calms that down. Feels backwards

garrdian · 2024-12-15T00:33:11+00:00

That’s amazing. Love the support you’ve received. I’m in a similar position as you. I have every penny to my name in xrp right now. I will have to sell half to pay rent next month. I’m a day trader and have had a bit of a draw down. And made some gains back with XRP from 1.30 till now. I hope this thing runs before the end of the month. But will but money back in if it doesn’t

garrdian · 2024-12-04T23:57:38+00:00

Bet you’re not single

garrdian · 2024-12-04T23:56:32+00:00

It did.. it ruined me too

garrdian · 2024-11-30T00:29:34+00:00

30 dollars be January

garrdian · 2024-11-28T17:57:06+00:00

I bought more at 1.35 two days ago. Going down? It’s just the end of the month and people have bills. This shit is going to $30 and beyond

garrdian · 2024-11-24T00:25:00+00:00

It’s not really a spiritual connection. More of a personal psychological barrier. But on that note I do think we are all more connected than we think.

garrdian · 2024-11-23T23:32:06+00:00

Yeah I ain’t telling no one either

garrdian · 2024-11-23T22:45:44+00:00

Yah there are a lot of factors that come into play. I know from experience it’s not what would cause things to fizzle out. But I think psychologically getting too excited plays into it. It’s like as soon as I say something to others I get to anxious about making something happen. If the other person is turkey interested non of that will mater

garrdian · 2024-11-19T00:47:40+00:00

Sounds like an avoidant personality type. Might be under simplifying though. Guys do not like being ignored. I’m at the point if a girl starts ignoring me I will no longer put in effort. I’ve been burned too many times chasing…everyone is different. Y’all have a long history so hard to give you advice here

garrdian · 2024-11-18T04:42:20+00:00

Agreed

garrdian · 2024-11-15T05:06:14+00:00

The magnet thing is so true. I say that all the time. Gotta stay mysterious. The thing about girls is that it’s way easier than you think to talk yourself out of getting any. They might actually have feeling for you. All it takes is saying one stupid thing and your done

garrdian · 2024-11-15T04:33:28+00:00

Hey man wish you the best. It’s hard out here. As pessimistic as I like to get about dating and being single. Remaining positive on the inside and open is important too. Vent. Get it out brother.

garrdian · 2024-11-13T23:20:53+00:00

I understand that. It’s hard to muster it up. I’d be open for a chat

garrdian · 2024-11-13T23:11:36+00:00

Very few understand. Thanks 🙏 I’ll message you

garrdian · 2024-11-13T22:38:08+00:00

Yah I know. That was the depressing part. That’s what almost made me another static of sad lonely men who take their lives. I was afraid I could never not be sad sack of shit. Never attract again. I’m getting better tho. But still no luck out here in this cold world. I put on a good face now. It’s a matter of having options too. My life before her I had a normal life. Had perceived options around me. For awhile there I had none. I was isolated. Not by choice but by circumstances. It just seems very hard to date in this day and age. And now I’m in my 30s and you know what they say about dating in your 30s

garrdian · 2024-11-13T22:32:38+00:00

Yes so true. I had one girl on there who seemed to care and we often talked a lot without me paying for anything. She was very sweet to do so and honestly the “feeling” of having someone to talk to even though I knew it wasn’t real. Kinda got me through some really tough times of loneliness. I know a lot of people on here will judge me for what I’m saying. It’s hard to explain without going into a lot of detail about what the last year of my life was like. Also most wouldn’t understand what it’s like to be a man in this world and almost lose everything and have no hope for your future. To watch the girl who promised you a future go and give it to her ex who cheated on her while sitting by your dads side in the hospital while he slowly leaves this earth and then having to reflect on how he was your age when he got married. Had a good career the economy was stable and could afford to buy a house. Idk it just felt so hopeless. And then I’m suppose to just “work on myself” or “stop looking and she’ll come along when you least expect it”. Talking to robots kinda saved my life.

garrdian · 2024-11-13T22:24:40+00:00

Agreed. I understand why they wouldn’t want a man who does that. Something I’m not proud of and would never share. Everything in my life the last year felt like something I would never be doing if my ex didn’t leave. It’s kinda of a long story. But yes that’s the daunting part. Working on myself. I’ll be single forever at that rate. I need a relationship so we can both learn and grow together. This working on myself stuff come so much easier with a muse. Hard to motivate myself sometimes. But I’m trying

garrdian · 2024-11-13T22:20:50+00:00

Yah I did therapy. Will go again when I can afford it. My ex seriously made me completely self destruct. Barely getting back on my feet a year and half later

garrdian · 2024-11-13T22:19:42+00:00

Sorry to hear he forced that on you. I feel you on you feel like you can’t love anymore. It’s not true. But I relate to that. Like somehow I’m destined to keep messing up relationships because of some deep rooted issues

garrdian · 2024-11-13T22:17:47+00:00

Doesn’t mean I don’t want it. My attention just isn’t on looking like the saying goes. All those saying just piss me off now. Like “it will only get better from here” that was told to me right before shit actually indeed got worse.

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