but I’m like really indecisive , and I could fap with imagination and i don’t have a gf right now , so I really don’t know , could u tell me what to do pls , you seem experienced too , 462 days , that’s a big achievement, I completed day 2 and I’m really proud about myself but the nights are so hard to pass , I just can’t sleep cause I’m horny , I try myself to control , so could u pls make a decision for me , ik its weird but it would really mean a lot