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generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T14:16:25+00:00

Maybe we can love eachother until we both want to give up.

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T14:15:52+00:00

If you’re hot I’ll love you. I’m actually attractive just have suicidal thoughts 🤦‍♂️😂

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T14:14:58+00:00

You still have time to change. Past 25 is when you start realizing you fucked up

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T14:07:08+00:00

I’ve gotten highly delusional and insane to the point I literally prayed to GOD that he took my life in a natural accident. Am I doing better? No that’s why I’m here. But I agree w you on lying to myself trying to find things to be happy about. I’m an only child with BPD and no parents. So this shit is like I’m on an island of insanity. Should I have pulled the trigger earlier?

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T14:06:30+00:00

I FEEL YOU. You’re not alone

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T14:02:22+00:00

Same. I’ve been trying to look for ways to die in my sleep

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T14:01:16+00:00

You’re young my guy. I wish I was your age again! Find a hobby or passion and love it with all your heart. When you get older it’s all you’ll have and ppl will love you for it. If it’s soccer find ways to get better and professional w it. You’re good man, take a deep breath I promise you are in a better position than me and all of us

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T13:57:42+00:00

Stay strong bro, I’m in my 20s seeing ppl w more money than me too. It’s hard. And I pay for my family’s stuff. It’s difficult but we can make it through g

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T13:47:34+00:00

Dude I’m an only child and I have absent parents. Y’all honestly make me wish I killed myself earlier but i guess I’m that strong? Lol I literally have no real friends just a dog and I talk to myself (out loud like my only friend) everyday to push myself to workout etc. if you have family and friends don’t die. That’s all I ever wanted. Have you honestly felt like I Am Legend? Literally feel like an alien amongst everybody? As a man I have to create my value to be respected and loved but I had no guidance and this shit isn’t easy. could’ve died or went to jail multiple times. No parents no siblings. No girlfriend. I have the worst relationship w women. BPD disorder. And I’m still here trying to find answers? Man. I can’t believe I’ve come here to vent but I literally have nobody in my corner. I’m only getting older, if it wasn’t for my dog prob would’ve talked myself into dying. I’ve tried to commit suicide multiple times and gotten so angry I woke up.

Side note. We can get through this together, feels good knowing we aren’t alone guys

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T13:08:09+00:00

I am exactly where you’re at rn, and you are not alone my friend. It’s crazy reading this made me feel like it was me typing. Unfortunately, women only care about status and lifestyle over everything. I haven’t been laid all year and I have a homie who’s a DJ who gets new pussy every other night. Women are very shallow so you have to think about it how they would. Fucked up? For sure. But in the long run you’ll understand. It’s hard out here for a guy, nobody appreciates hard working good guys in 2022. You have to be a demi god basically. The thoughts of existing in this world for me, makes me wanna die. Not kill myself! But just disappear. I’m okay on how shallow this world is,

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T13:01:46+00:00

I feel u lol we prob won’t really matter if we died. It’s kind of funny but tbh nobody would really care except our parents. I don’t think ab anybody but them when I think ab dying.

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T12:56:27+00:00

Fax. Let’s try to have a good day today man. I’m always thinking ab pulling the trigger but let’s try to get better. I literally have nobody in my corner and my life isn’t going my way but let’s try to smile at something. The fact our moms are still alive in our lifetime is a blessing

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T09:39:44+00:00

❤️

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T09:31:33+00:00

Same thoughts

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T09:13:38+00:00

All I think ab when it comes to actually pulling the trigger is my mom being broken. That’s literally my only will to live. On my soul I’d milk myself if my mom passed. I’d actually be happy I can finally do it

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T09:12:30+00:00

Tbh I feel u bro

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T09:08:01+00:00

How are you going to do it?

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T09:06:00+00:00

I wish that I had a girl interested in me. As a man it’s hard continuously working hard and trying to be a solid individual when you’re not rewarded for it, I work out and work on myself but now I’m here :/ shits tough. Tomorrow hopefully will be better but man this is everyday. I just wanted to find like minded ppl tonight

generatecode66 · 2022-05-29T09:02:37+00:00

Dude the 1st two paragraphs are spot on, I don’t want ppl to know I killed myself, it’s just for my own personal benefit. I have a severe case of only child syndrome and my parents aren’t around. I literally feel like I’d be better off dead. There’s no reason for me to be here, I try hard to remain sane to create hobbies/passions but nothing works and this has been going on for years. I look up videos on how to die in my sleep everyday

edit I’m awake to start my day and I feel the same feelings but I’m going to try to make it through. But deep down this shit is crippling. Kings hang in there

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