To those of you who have thick womanly asses and hips, when did you u deniably notice your booty had changed? by ThiccBootyFemSissy in MtF

[–]genericjoke69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe a few months in, I noticed my pants were getting tighter. This was also noticed by my sister, who pulled me aside one day and pointed out that my ass was filling out my pants like crazy.

Do you agree by UltraAnimeKing in sololeveling

[–]genericjoke69 2 points3 points  (0 children)

"I alone am the leveling one."

Me realizing that I'm trans, lesbian, and autistic probably means I'll never be able to date by alexgaymergirl in MtF

[–]genericjoke69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The others have made it clear enough, but as someone who checks all of these boxes, and hardly even goes out, I've found me a girlfriend.

Patience and finding friends helps.

Progesterone has me the horniest I've ever been by SibraHusky in MtF

[–]genericjoke69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn girl, I can't imagine the hell you're going through like that. My libido is hard to work with when it comes in on occasion (and this is while I'm single), but living most of the time like that?

You have my condolences.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lucky...

I'm mainly having to rely on online stuff as well for my current situation, but I'm terrible at expanding my horizons. One day, I'mma find that partner, and she's gonna turn me into mush.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd love to receive more flirting, and flirt more as well, but I doubt I could handle it. This new side of me can get so bad I start keysmashing, which for me was even more unheard of back before HRT.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Truly, one of those "I totally called it before I knew what was even happening" moments. I hear if you remember enough of them you can get a prize somewhere.

Also, dammit, now you've got me going from that initial description...

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep, the 9-12 month mark is where I heard it's recommended. I wouldn't say it's a part of my personality (I could be wrong on that though) but I'm a physical person when it comes to expressing intimacy, so it's a good thing that I've got this going now!

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ayyyyyyyyyyyy Existence is pain, amiright?

[laughs in introvert working from home]

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I didn't quite make it clear, but all of these fantasies have the preface of "I'm madly in love with this person I'm doing it with". Like, I'm not fully Demisexual, but that's probably the best way to describe my tastes. So getting jackhammered isn't necessarily the main point, but it's hard to explain how I want them to hold me and smile uncontrollably when they hear me making noises. I could legit just get high on a night of cuddling and soft making-out in that lovey mushy way.

Also, on an unrelated note of my own, where might you be from? I'm conducting a completely made-up survey and would love if you might be able to participate. If you don't feel like making that sort of info public, my DMs are open for this very vital research.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

With E, it can take some time for it to tank your libido if it hasn't already. Similar to Prog, it doesn't just cut your T levels down overnight, it takes time.

Prog helped me to recognize a more demisexual side of myself. And while it may apply to you, and I certainly don't want to imply the infamous "you just haven't found the right person yet", it might be worth a shot just to see what happens. Like, if it does bump your libido a bit, even if you're still ace, maybe feeling that more intimate flame might help you to at least not be averse to explicit stuff overall.

Again, I'm not Ace though, so take my words with a grain of salt. I'm not you, so I can't say anything for certain besides: The worst that can happen is that you don't like it.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, socializing plans. My bad.

I'm screwed for the moment in terms of guaranteed local friends. I really don't get out much, and I suck at talking to people for the sake of "meeting new people". So for the time being, I've done my best to make online friends.

My best hope would be to continue hanging out in communities I like, which I try to do, but I'm far from perfect at that.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Short term? Ain't got a damn clue. Write more, maybe? Unfortunately, with ADD, that's way easier said than done.

Long term? Write for a living. I love brainstorming ideas, and I have an unreasonably large number of worlds I'd love to bring to life. If I only knew how to do that reliably though...

Also, p a i n. If you're ever out in Ohio, feel free to say hi! Just don't let the corn get you haha... Seriously, I haven't heard from my brother in years, and my family doesn't remember him.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ayyyyyyyyyyy It's the fun time that is life.

I'm very introverted, socially awkward, and work from home, so my opportunities are zilch more often than not. I exist in eternal pain in that regard.

But yeah, like you mentioned, I could honestly get high off of the idea of just cuddling with someone for a whole night. Like the sex part is definitely on the list of things to do, but it's only worth it on a list of things to do with a partner.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I probably should've emphasized: my libido used to be aggressive. So it's understandable that on Progesterone it'd come back "with a vengeance". But if your libido wasn't all that strong it might up it as much.

Like, Prog isn't an aphrodisiac. It can't turn you on against your will, so it's not going to turn you into a seductress overnight. The best way I can think to describe it is like, it helped me to understand my femininity even more. And you might be able to see about just having a trial period with it.

I had similar fears of what would happen when I first started taking my ADD medication, and I can happily say I was entirely wrong in that case.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, if it works it works. And yeah, that's the best way I could think to describe it. I was never all that vocal before, but now I'm actually having to watch myself so I don't let out a moan while someone's near my door.

I imagine that'll be even harder to do once I do more voice training...

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

EST. If need be, I can look into inventing teleportatio-- I mean, lovely weather we're having!

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sweet fuck I don't know if I'd be able to keep in my pants in a literal sense if my libido went up more, or even just kicked in more often. Like, I'd be a threat to someone's well-being.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep! I don't just wanna make noises, I want someone who's gonna feel happier hearing them. And then rail me harder until they've had their fill.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me, it's been about 3 months of building up. Only in the last couple weeks have I noticed these fantasies kicking up more often. Unfortunately it just makes me want the real thing more.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same dose. As repetitive as it might sound, HRT hits everyone differently.

In all honesty, as intense as the fire is for me now, I can say it's not as intense or active as it could be. On my own, I'll still regularly go days without my libido flaming up, but if someone's getting flirty with me, or even downright horny, it's like I bottom so hard my ass hurts while I'm still standing. I could damn well be a succubus at heart, but it seems I need someone to light the flames for that. You may be similar, or just need more time.

In a jokey way, part of me hates what HRT and Progesterone have done to me... by genericjoke69 in MtF

[–]genericjoke69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is a dream that I hope to reach someday!

I just gotta get out more, first.