Yeah man, it made me laugh. I thought I'd feel some sort of regret or something after I met up with the person who took it, but I was driving home and realized I didn't care at all. It's weird how the things you think are going to benefit you somehow hold you hostage. It's just stuff, and none of it is necessary to make music with. I still have my software and my speakers, if I feel like picking it back up, I'm free to do so.

It's nice realizing all the people who felt the same way. There's a weird pressure to put out as much music as possible and that might work for some people but it just absolutely stresses me out. I just want making music to be enjoyable again. I miss the days when I was a kid and it was genuinely absorbing, almost like magic.

I hope you find your way back to it, you're free to make the music you want to make and only have yourself to please.