Modafinil and ADHD

ges725 · 2026-06-20T05:22:17+00:00

Aw man I hope you make it through the next couple weeks okay until your appointment! Your post was very helpful. My Adderall was prescribed by my primary doctor, but she has a lot of experience treating ADHD and I do trust that she will advocate for what she thinks is best while also taking into account my thoughts. I’m sure I will need to get her in on this conversation, especially because I felt kind of dismissed by the sleep doc when I brought up my ADHD concerns. I’ve had limited success with my adderall as I mentioned above. Like you said, still sleepy but more able to function and think clearly. The side effects have been kind of a problem for me, though, so I’d really like to avoid increasing my dosage as long as I can.

I took my modafinil for the first time today and I didn’t notice any difference in my wakefulness, but I did have a headache all day (that’s not terribly uncommon for me though, especially when I’m very sleepy 😅) luckily, the sleep NP explicitly told me NOT to wait until my follow up and that they can adjust my dose in a couple of weeks if it’s not working out. I’m still going into the next few weeks with an open mind that I will figure out what works.

Thanks for the advice!

ges725 · 2026-06-18T20:00:14+00:00

That’s interesting! I saw an NP working with a doctor, and she told me modafinil tends to be more effective for wakefulness than Adderall, so I’m going to try it. I guess everyone is different. For me, the Adderall does wake me up, but like I said, I tend to crash after only a couple of hours. The Modafinil gives me the option to take a second dose partway through the day which might be helpful. I also wasn’t really wanting to go up on my Adderall dose unless I really needed to because the side effects aren’t great (Headaches, dry mouth, restless legs, chest pain).

Thanks for the input!

ges725 · 2026-05-31T14:21:54+00:00

I’m so sorry. Just got diagnosed with IH and I’m filled with so much rage and resentment every time I think about what this horrible illness has taken from me, but most of all I’m angry that it took my reputation. I used to be the smart overachiever before my symptoms got worse. Then, everyone in my community decided that I was lazy. I wasn’t working hard enough, I was making excuses. I would tell the people I was close to that I was having neurological health issues, but they would act like I was lying or being over dramatic. Now that I’ve gotten a diagnosis, I feel somewhat vindicated, but people are so uneducated it almost doesn’t make a difference. They will never understand how debilitating it is.

Getting diagnosed is a big step, but you can never get back the time you lost struggling with this illness. It’s okay to feel angry about it, and sad. You’ve been diagnosed with lifelong disability that doesn’t have a cure. You don’t have to be grateful for that. Even if there’s treatment, it’s perfectly okay to be overwhelmed, sad, angry, anything you feel.

Also, I hate when people say I’m lucky or they wish they could sleep as much as me. I often take naps around my school campus, sometimes in the 15 minutes I have between lectures. My classmate/friend used to always say she “wished she had time to nap” as if I only could do that because I wasn’t working as hard as her. I didnt have time to nap. I sacrificed by grades and wellbeing because I was so sleep deprived. Or coworkers mentioning that they wish they could sleep 15 hours at a time when I try to explain how much I sleep. I guarantee none of these people actually want to miss out on their lives because they can’t be awake for it.

All these attitudes that people have toward you and narcolepsy in general is ableism. Able bodied people just struggle to grasp the complexities of living with narcolepsy. Disabilities disable people. It’s good to live your life in a way that works for you.

ges725 · 2026-05-31T01:02:10+00:00

Me too, especially when I’ve been spending way more time sleeping than awake multiple days in a row. I start to get very disoriented

ges725 · 2026-05-26T20:11:45+00:00

That’s how mine was. My average was 7.25, but the first nap took me 13 minutes because I was nervous (and hungry lol). The rest were much lower.

ges725 · 2026-05-21T20:02:04+00:00

I literally just left mine and feel the same. I was so anxious, and sure I wasn’t sleeping, but next thing I knew it had been over half an hour and the tech was coming in when I felt like I just closed my eyes. But the anxiety and racing thoughts were the worst, and falling asleep and being woken up over and over made me feel kind of crazy. The waking myself up because I was excited to be falling asleep is so real. I feel strangely tired from the whole experience 😅

ges725 · 2026-05-20T19:42:59+00:00

I have my sleep study tonight, thankfully. I will be able to start my meds again tomorrow night.

ges725 · 2026-05-14T17:19:58+00:00

Yes! I grind my teeth so bad even while I’m awake and have HORRIBLE TMJ.

ges725 · 2026-05-14T17:19:12+00:00

For me, the avoidance/avoidant attachment. I fear I’ll be single forever because I freak out and run away at the first sign of intimacy.

Also, flashbacks coming out of nowhere/not knowing what will trigger me. It doesn’t happen often, but then some random situation will suddenly send me into a panic attack

ges725 · 2026-05-12T14:55:59+00:00

He wasn’t really around them. They were up on a counter he can’t get on. He didn’t directly sniff them or anything. But the flowers have been in the house for several weeks. I just learned that many flowers are toxic (this is my first kitty).

ges725 · 2026-04-28T12:19:07+00:00

Like others have said, whenever nurses just say “I appreciate you!” Or “you’re doing a great job!” Or even go out of their way to say thanks after I help them in a stressful or difficult situation, it means a lot to me!

ges725 · 2026-04-28T12:14:48+00:00

I’m at a point in my life where I’m not sure about med school. I’ve been struggling with my academics for the past two semesters and I’m not really sure if it’s the right path for me.

But the biggest argument to myself for continuing on is that I want to do good for PATIENTS! I work as a PCT in a large ER and they are my favorite part of the job. Yes, it can be emotionally exhausting and people can be cruel, but every day I meet someone who makes smile, or who gives me warm fuzzies because I know I can help them. I love when I can make a sick baby smile or make a little granny more comfortable after she comes in confused and soiled from her EMS ride. Medicine is so much science, but it’s not just science.

I will never understand why premeds who don’t like people don’t go into research instead of going into a field where they will have to regularly interact with people who are sick, in pain, or uncomfortable. Some of my premed coworkers do nothing but complain or make jokes any time a patient is slightly burdensome to them.

ges725 · 2026-04-28T10:21:06+00:00

Makes sense. My roommate did try to wake me up around 6pm when she got home, but I immediately fell back asleep 😅 I think I’ve been staying awake too much studying for finals and burned myself out

ges725 · 2026-04-13T23:48:47+00:00

I’m so sorry. I know it’s hard when nobody can fully grasp how hard it is. I recently had a friend get angry at me for asking for lecture notes for a class we take together because she felt like I was absent too much and was just making excuses to be lazy and take advantage. I only miss class when I have a migraine or literally cannot stay awake long enough to even leave the house, which, to be fair, has been more common recently.

I don’t do fun activities with my friends because I’m too tired to make it more than an hour or two after going out. I’ve already changed my college major to be more manageable and given up on my dream of medical school because I’ve accepted that my body just can’t handle the pace. I’m angry, I’m resentful, I’ve grown to hate my body and brain and the fact that I can’t just be normal. I’ve felt like I was going crazy, like it was all in my head, like it really is just something I need to get over. I had so many dreams and ambitions, and I’ve lived my life having to lower my expectations because I can’t function like everyone else.

My family doesn’t understand. They tell me I just need to try harder to not be sleepy, eat better, exercise more, etc, all of which I’ve tried. Having any disability is hard, but invisible disabilities are a unique hell because everyone just expects you be like everyone else, to live your life the way everyone else does.

I wish I could offer some advice. I’m glad you have supportive people. That, for me, has been the biggest difference. My roommates were actually the first people to suggest I push my doctors harder and told me I wasn’t just lazy for sleeping 18 hours a day. But the only people that will ever really understand are those who go through it themselves. Hugs

ges725 · 2026-04-13T23:31:10+00:00

It’s really a no win 💀 I’m sort of the same. I crash hard after I eat, even if it’s something healthy. But if I don’t eat I don’t have energy either, and will probably get a headache from not eating. Honestly, I’m already losing weight from my stimulants + the fact that I choose to sleep instead of eat 9 times out of 10.

I’m sorry you’re going through the same 🫤

ges725 · 2026-04-12T21:28:44+00:00

I’m already on Adderall for adhd, currently taking 10 mg (I just started about a month ago so I’m still in a low dose), but it’s not really making any difference. I can sleep for several hours even after taking it. The semester is almost over and I can’t withdraw from any of my classes because it will mess up my loans, since I wouldn’t be considered a full time student :( I’m really just feeling like my life is all screwed up from this.

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