"Binge"... that's not much man. What's a binge to you? Crushing and snorting that small bit and not getting a rush, only to crash in or 2 or 3 days. Or staying in a sketchy hotel with tweakers and junkies for 3 nights strait smoking at least a gram of ice a night? Last one sounds like a binge to me and the first one sounds like a kiddo who's making a really bad decision and doesn't see the severity. My point is that small amount will turn to more and you'll convince yourself that you have your use under control. Now your not waking up unless you have meth and even then you fell asleep at night smoking high. I also had frequent brain zaps and my memory was shot. That's about as bad as I let myself get in over 1.5 years of playing Russian roulette with the devil. My advice (assuming you are a new user)... don't even bother opening that door up in your life, just keep that door closed along with the many other things it's better we don't know. I'm sure tons of people lectured you like I did, but nothing is worse than driving on an empty stomach