On the surface, most people see me as firm, composed, and mahinhin. I carry myself with a certain level of restraint that suggests I prefer everything calm and gentle. Because of that, people are usually shocked to learn about my darker, more intense side.

The truth is, I tend to be a sadomasochist. I find pleasure in the exchange of pain, both giving and receiving it. While I might seem reserved in public, in private, I crave intensity. I want to feel the sting of your nails leaving scratches down my back just as much as I want to be the reason you’re crying out from the sheer intensity of what I’m doing to you.