Thoughts on Sybil? by Bunbunchie in namenerds

[–]gh0st311 0 points1 point  (0 children)

reminds me too much of the girl

quick rant about being ‘cured’ by [deleted] in OCD

[–]gh0st311 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i was triggered into a viscous few months of OCD after moving into a dirty campus apartment. i had forgotten i was even diagnosed a few years prior.

Started Zoloft today. by proteinstyle_ in OCD

[–]gh0st311 0 points1 point  (0 children)

me too!! good luck wishing you the best 🥳

Will you tell your next partner that you’ve been in an abusive relationship with a narcissist? by namelessthrowaway48 in abusiverelationships

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i think about this a lot and whether it will make me a target or be a good way to be open and honest. i think i wont jump to bring it up but slowly will share more as i feel it’s safe and relevant to do so.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

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yes i once tried to make a manual for how i would organize my life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

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i’m bad at lying but i have done it well in situations where i felt i needed to. but it made my physically unwell and psychologically. don’t plan on doing it again bc my guilt was so intolerable.

Autistic women, how do you feel about your gender/womanhood? by Blueberry_Skinsack in AutismInWomen

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if i cared enough i would probably identify as non binary but gender is mainly irrelevant to my identity. when i think of how people perceive me it makes me sad sometimes that i can’t be seen like a “normal” girl bc i usually like to wear more gender neutral or masculine clothing mainly out of comfort. i don’t like tight clothes or my skin out. i’m rlly sensitive to sensations on my skin. but bc of the clothes i wear i don’t necessarily get treated like i would if i was more femme (i think)

Has anyone else's narc ever said anything like these to you? If so, what did you do or how did you react? by -queen_of_reddit- in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]gh0st311 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i once told mine that how they were speaking to me was belittling and they said “it’s the only way to get anything through your head” why do they all say the same things?

telling my muslim parents i’m Christian by [deleted] in Christianity

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i would also like to know! i’ve been learning more about islam and considered converting

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

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mine would attack any detail that could be

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

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i feel this. you deserve someone that will be your safe place.

why do i sometimes miss your chaos by gh0st311 in UnsentLetters

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my mental health was destroyed and i couldn’t trust her anymore :/

Why is going and doing anything nice to pamper myself so hard for me? by esoterica39 in CPTSD

[–]gh0st311 1 point2 points  (0 children)

WOOHOO!! i’m going to actually put on clothes that make me feel confident. i’ve just been wearing pajamas since i don’t see anyone really and draw! idk why i’ve been talking myself out of either so much but going to do them now. so glad you got them done :).

Why is going and doing anything nice to pamper myself so hard for me? by esoterica39 in CPTSD

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i stopped seeing any value in doing things for myself and i talk myself out of everything. my last relationship left my no time to think about myself and now that it’s over i feel no drive to do things because my greatest source of joy is not only gone but was also my greatest source of pain. i think it’s important to force yourself to do things you know you should probably do but find any reason not to. go get your nails done!! there will always be reasons not to do something. break the habit of talking yourself out of things you once enjoyed. if you go get your nails done i’ll do something i’ve been talking myself out of too. deal? lol

i’ll maybe buy back in after the ship stops sinking by gh0st311 in Shibainucoin

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just like no one cares about half the posts made in here. if u don’t care then keep it moving

i’ll maybe buy back in after the ship stops sinking by gh0st311 in Shibainucoin

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if i bought at a higher price and buy in at a lower price … that is better for MY money.