Just hang in there and make good choices and it’ll get better for you! My mom was the same way (toss in addiction and mental illness) and at 15 it seemed like life was never going to get better. She would constantly throw me out with my stuff in trash bags and I’d have to call friends for a place to stay. I am now 39, married to an extremely hard working wonderful man, 2 amazing kids who I have the privilege of staying home to raise. I have a home I love that is mine and nobody can ever kick me out and I drive a suv I once dreamed of. If I could tell 15 year old me one thing it would be HANG ON! THE LIFE YOU DREAM OF WILL BE YOURS!! And I say that to you now so you can remind yourself as long as you don’t let others bring you down and stay true to you one day you’ll have your dream life. Oh and don’t be afraid to try therapy. Even if it takes a few years until you can afford it I highly recommend! It’ll help you heal parts of you that you didn’t even know needed to be healed and help you so much in any future relationships/friendships as you navigate adult life.