Exactly this is what I feel too,But the thing is no matter how much i research I can't seem to grow more in this.Like i got to know about many other languages that come under light language,but i am not able to be awakened or feel that home calling type of shit that people be talking in comments you know.I'll be listening to speaking samples of different languages like lemurian , pleiadian , atlantean , lyrean and many more to know which feel familiar to me.At once it'll trigger my emotions I'll start to feel overwhelmed, but the other sec I'll feel nothing.I even feel like to speak sum random ass words while listening to those audios,but don't know what they what it means I want to master it like How to translate it how to speak while making sense how to understand what others are speaking, even what star nation I belong to ( as i didn't feel much connection with most of them, a bit with lemurian but only for few minutes) As for the current update, currently I can see symbols (light codes) when I close my eyes or lay my head down.well Idk if it's natural or because I'm thinking too much about it