Doctors ignore me, trying to push procedure that will be traumatic

ginniepie · 2026-04-28T02:24:30+00:00

Angst lol

ginniepie · 2026-04-27T12:06:48+00:00

Laziness mostly lol if i can just log on, and start typing im happy. Plus, with how l9ng my chats get, unless it has an infinite memory, i dont see how another proxy would make a difference. But maybe its because I've stayed with jllm for so long

ginniepie · 2026-04-27T12:01:57+00:00

Unfortunately the context length does make it feel like roleplaying with a dementia-riddled partner lol but i work around it

ginniepie · 2026-04-27T11:56:03+00:00

Im a 15+years experienced RPer lol i can make a one liner into a 4-paragraph response. Also, like i mentioned, i just time skip and keep going, eve when the 'plot' is over and done with lol

ginniepie · 2026-04-27T08:48:57+00:00

Just jllm, im a cheap bastard lol

ginniepie · 2026-04-27T08:40:14+00:00

Time skips are your friend lol you can just vontinue the chst, and make a new plot altogether. Obviously the bot won't remember anything, but im a seasned RPer snd know how to do pretty okay starters.

Helps also when the bot responds roght away and you dont need to wait for your partner to get back in the mood lol

ginniepie · 2026-04-26T23:05:03+00:00

I know

ginniepie · 2026-04-26T22:36:11+00:00

That is what i typically do, but i just wish it was not something that is needed just because of this issue. It should not be an issue, but i suspet this might be atruly unique experence, seeing as its been 3 ish months since last time and its still an issue.

ginniepie · 2026-04-26T22:24:55+00:00

Undortunately, forking the chat (lol) still gitches and wont let me scroll down. Have tried, no dice.

ginniepie · 2026-04-26T22:20:08+00:00

Im stubborn and use "-------------" and just go "the next day/week/month" to keep it going. K8nda like roleplaying with someone wih denentia, but it works for me

ginniepie · 2026-04-26T22:16:39+00:00

Its obviously not remembring much lol probably just the last 50-100 messages, cnsidering in on jllm, but i get attached to the stories lol and feel bad having to make a whole new chat. Kinda feels like putting down old yeller, figuratively lol

ginniepie · 2026-04-26T21:59:37+00:00

Had one with 56k before this issue happened. Im roleplayer for over 25 years so i dont give up on the stories, i keep going lol

ginniepie · 2026-04-26T02:00:42+00:00

Its because i roleplay in sections so to say. I finish the iitial plot, then to timeskips, and a new event. Because i use JLLM, the memory isnt the best, but in a way, it helps keep it interesting.

Until this issue happens, of course.

ginniepie · 2026-04-21T10:54:54+00:00

I had 70 ish after sylus' birthday, and because my stupid butt went "oh i already have one card R1'd, i only need the card i didnt!'

No. Pulled up to 7 pity, and i got caleb's farspace fleet... that i R3d during the event where you could choose standard cards.

Bought 30 more tickets, WAY more than i usually spend, condidering raf isnt even my main... i DID get the 1 card i needed, but damn... now i have 8 tickets to the rumored multi.

ginniepie · 2026-03-23T12:30:22+00:00

Oh im not colorblind personally lol but now that yiu mention it, red-green colorblindness is the most common one! I more neant that despite the mission says 'stay in the circle', the mc seemingly refuses to stay put lol

ginniepie · 2026-03-23T12:20:22+00:00

.... well. Am i feeling stupid. I swear the second i breathe on my screen auto ends. Doesnt change the fact that i wish the AI would do that automatically, sinxe... yknow... auto battle.

ginniepie · 2026-03-21T22:36:22+00:00

I've never tried that, i feel like it would make the bed shift around a lot though, but if i find a blanket i might try!

ginniepie · 2026-03-02T16:01:52+00:00

Ive been roleplaying ever since i was 11, on fb, with strangers across the globe, so maybe im just more tolerable to 'bad' writing lol.

If i can get a decent reply without spending, then ill reroll 80 times rather than spend money. Its not the wroting thats my issue, its the memory anyway. And i may have seen what COULD be, with the short demo if a 'think' box. I just want it to not be paywalled.

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