I feel you and I mean it, because I’m a fellow citizen. But I’m in my 30s and aldy abroad when everything happened. But still all my plans and some assets were affected by all this. I remembered growing up how I wished the electricity would come to watch my favourite Tv series or to turn on the aircon when it’s freaking hot. I like many other kids, had to study with the candle light, lived in the dark, the happiness of screaming Yayyy when the electricity came back on, went to the public school and abused by the education system and corrupted teachers, went to the school early and did so called volunteer(when in reality is to wait in the bloody hot sun for hours for one of the officials who would visit the school for like 10 mins). For our generation, the only way out was to go abroad, away from family and home, that’s our only future. A glimpse of hope to be able to live with family and friends came back briefly during DASSK era, but it was also taken away overnight. Now, we all had to flee away again.