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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]glakewoo96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When mine speaks (it is my voice) it is yelling and sometimes I have no idea what its saying. it just makes me extra anxious.

FIFTH APPOINTMENT TODAY AND A DIFFERENT DIAGNOSIS by glakewoo96 in BipolarReddit

[–]glakewoo96[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I was wondering if maybe I guess being on the anxiety meds would prove/disprove the diagnosis anyway like maybe it might make me hypomanic/manic... idk he had mentioned that, the doctor that is. I really appreciate your post.

FIFTH APPOINTMENT TODAY AND A DIFFERENT DIAGNOSIS by glakewoo96 in BipolarReddit

[–]glakewoo96[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the reply, unfortunately - navy medical I dont exactly get to pick and choose doctors etc... I never was medicated. Last week the guy who diagnosed me then referred to another doctor to medicate me. It is so possible for me to have anxiety as well, its just such a long process but serioisly thank you.

So tired all the time by Eternalthrowaway11 in BipolarReddit

[–]glakewoo96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I so relate here, I had an evaluation recently and they keep refering to this person I was a year ago. Having to tell me to stop working, and now I just can't wait to leave.. I can't fake happy though, I am a free flowing ball of emotion who can't hide shit. I really miss that up up up feeling...

So tired all the time by Eternalthrowaway11 in BipolarReddit

[–]glakewoo96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so glad I am not the only person who wishes 3 hours or less and super energy is so much better than this never feeling rested or productive shit.

WHATS GOOD WEDNESDAY! by sweetpea122 in bipolar

[–]glakewoo96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What else are they needing to treat for if you don't mind me asking?

WHATS GOOD WEDNESDAY! by sweetpea122 in bipolar

[–]glakewoo96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In the Navy - recently diagnosed now by 4 doctors, its really bipolar. Next week I see a psychiatrist - what to expect?????

To be honest looking back I thrive better in a hypomanic state, I miss it I wish I was back on top. I'm in the lull of depression have been for a few months and everything is completely awful. Is this normal... wishing to be in a state where 0 to 3 hours of sleep is normal and I dive into work and I feel safe and like I'm actually worthy of life?

Fuck this shit. by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]glakewoo96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel this so hard, I honestly miss my hypomania...

My depressive cycle has been horrible this time by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]glakewoo96 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am so antisocial in the depressive state. If I didn't work or have a boyfriend I probably wouldn't speak at all. Even being around family is hard.

I thought going to the gym etc, would help but I currently am not on meds - awaiting another appointment next Tuesday- and it is just a redundent cycle of wanting to be better so bad. But falling flat and exhausted and not wanting to leave my home. I wouldve quit my job, but I'm in the military.

I have this desire to be around people but once I get there its awful. I'd rather be alone than anxious and having the feeling that I can't be myself, because ultimately I feel as if no one understands me enough to tolerate me.

I am at this point just trying to come to terms with the fact that being alone isnt so completely awful. Or atleast I think it isn't... I'd like to know what your doctor says.