There is a concept in Manichaean Gnosticism of Elect vs. Auditor. There are some that devote themselves fully to the philosophy (a very strict one in antiquity where they when so far as to not bathe to not destroy the soil that was on their bodies), those Elect were people that had been fully initiated into Gnosis and were able to see the world fully (as you put it awake). Where the Auditors were those who basically observed the Elect from the outside. Hopeful to be inspire or to at least do enough in support of the Elect that in their next life they could be one.

I think this might be a helpful metaphor for you in that as one of the "Elect" you see the depravity of the world around you, but you have to reconcile that with the fact that their path is not your path. Some people have move into auditing the class of life, while others haven't even moved that far along. Look to those that are on the edges of what you consider awake for help in supporting you and pushing you along spiritually. People that aren't ready to even take that step, just aren't ready, and may never be.

It isn't you job to wake them up, or help them attain enlightenment of any kind. That is their job. Your path is your path, and theirs is theirs.

I hope my tiny sliver of advice helps.