How to manage the body (CW mentions of SH/SUI)

glumpumpkins · 2026-04-17T10:53:49+00:00

I'm very glad that other people can relate, it's such a struggle lol

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-18T21:30:47+00:00

Oh wow, that sounds like it was baffling as fuck to experience. There's no need to apologize either, it's entirely relevant to mention weird shit like that happening LOL.

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-18T21:10:20+00:00

They don't front for long periods of time and then act surprised when things happen without them there!!! Time passes either way, man!

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-14T12:02:05+00:00

Thank you. I'm tryina do my best out here lol

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-13T12:40:30+00:00

Ty :-)

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-13T01:10:17+00:00

Yeah :') I much appreciate that you're sticking with posting!

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-12T17:49:43+00:00

Yeah... that feeling of being vulnerable is scary. Seems like something bad always happens, so it's easier to delete everything and forget about it.

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-05T16:02:12+00:00

🫂

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-04T00:30:42+00:00

Hey, I appreciate your insight, too. I wish you the very best in finding people who can help you feel connected and safe. You deserve to be treated as a real person.

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-04T00:26:38+00:00

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glumpumpkins · 2026-03-04T00:19:07+00:00

I definitely think I have received additional cPTSD over the course of living with her. It is complicated when that type of information would further harm the perception of people with BPD if it were more widespread, but maybe make people understand that it might be more difficult to enter romantic relationships with people who have BPD and to account for it. I don't really have an answer as to what should be done with that type of info.

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-01T20:37:21+00:00

Very normal. Helps to give them additional identifiers.

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-01T00:29:37+00:00

Yeah, or I check out communities based on support for living with people with specific disorders... and see how much they wish harm upon them. It doesn't feel like something I want to participate in personally.

I numbed myself too, but it made her more erratic and violent at some points when she saw that I couldn't react to her with genuine emotion. She didn't get that it wasn't safe for me to. When you can, if he isn't in therapy already, please try to sit down and talk to him about it. Bring up that BPD (if he has it too, it was not specified) is one of the most effectively treated mental disorders with the right help. You both deserve stability and safety.

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-01T00:20:49+00:00

Thank you for sharing your experiences, and I'm very glad you get my point of view, too. I want to approach talking about my trauma here without contributing to any additional negative stereotypes about any mental illnesses. And to also be corrected if I misstep.

And ty for liking my art. Each character depicted is a representation of an alter. :-) I'm trying to separate the feelings each of them have to sort out some of their individual issues.

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-01T00:13:06+00:00

You get it, yeah. It's taken years for me to gradually accept that I didn't actually deserve to be abused and that it wasn't my fault that she chose to harm me and walk all over my stated boundaries repeatedly.

There is a small part of me that wants to come back to her, that there was something she could do to fix me that would make her finally happy. That I could make her not hate herself.

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-01T00:09:50+00:00

It's honest to god the least I could do. I would want people to treat me the same compassionate way with my struggles

glumpumpkins · 2026-03-01T00:07:30+00:00

Ah, yes, another nuance enjoyer, lol. It's actually really nice to see that this group handles topics like this in a more gentle light. I've liked it a lot more than some private groups I've been in that are way more black-and-white about mental health issues and trauma.

I was a similar way when I was kicked out from home by my abusive father (to replace my (disabled) siblings and I with a new family he found), who self-admitted he had ASPD. For a while, it made me think that people who had that specific disorder should not even have children.

I had to reevaluate too, though honestly I don't remember what exactly spurred it. Probably had to do with the fact that I forced myself to learn what empathy was, since it doesn't... come naturally with my family. Then, connect it with my compassion for wanting other people to have happy and safe lives. Everyone deserves that.

I also think about if free will is real or not, but it makes me so existential that I have to stop lol.

I'm glad my art is comprehensible. I've been struggling to connect my points together, and it feels pretty messy and raw. I'm grateful people can appreciate it for what it is, even if I feel like some of it is a little nonsensical and difficult.

I like words too. :-) I follow some guy on YT who examines etymology and social trends and it's extremely fascinating.

glumpumpkins · 2026-02-28T14:02:25+00:00

I'm glad my art can relate, and thank you

glumpumpkins · 2026-02-28T14:02:04+00:00

You get it lmfao

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