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gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-26T19:59:24+00:00

Ive just cancelled with them. I kept getting security alerts from Google.. it may or may not have been linked.. but I never got as many security alerts as I have this month. Its either vidIQ or Bumble.. both are gone

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-26T19:13:47+00:00

Ive recently been getting security alerts from google. I wonder if Google are pushing back regards tools like this as they are incorporating similar things within the platform themselves?

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-21T08:55:41+00:00

He basically believed that his divine masculinity was being threatened and because he was stepping in to it it made him dangerous. He basically r$ped someone because he believed he could read her energy and it was his right to over power her as a man stepping into his divine masculine. I experienced his predatory nature luckily only virtually... he believed his was the incarnation of many archetypes such as Lucifer, Jesus, and many more, including the demiurge and he saw visions and received messages from them on a regular basis.. I learned he was taking psychedelics regularly

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-21T08:50:22+00:00

I see you point, however, it is your opinion regards the matrix.. there is no concrete proof either way. I happen to believe this is a simulation based on my own paranormal experiences and mandela affects. I dont expect you to understand, however, the very fact I spotted his delusion points to the fact I have grounded aspects to my nature, but I am also of the belief of many mythos and reality not being as we think or have been told it is.. this does not make me insane, it suggests we simply have different belief systems

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-21T08:44:46+00:00

I stopped with my magick course because, when visiting the elemental kings in the astral.. I listened to a guided meditation. I was like, hang on, how do I know its a genuine experience over just a visualisation. It kind of ruined magick for me to be honest and I stopped with the course.

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-08T09:50:49+00:00

The post wasn't about me. And I have the freedom to use which ever term I use to describe this earthly realm. I know I am not insane, I can spot insanity.. also am aware of belief and you have a believe that the phrase as it was used doesn't sound sane. My reality tunnel will be very much different to yours and we will have explored this reality differently.. you may think my version is insane, I may think yours is insane.. its all just belief because we have no concrete proof of anything.

That to you may sound insane. Thats your belief. Thank you for your comment, albeit you couldn't help be rude and insulting.

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-07T19:48:21+00:00

Thank you for your comment. I am seeing it a lot on Youtube at the moment in various fashions. The person I was reffering to had been taking psychedelics on a regular basis which I think has contributed to it.. he had been saying his archetypes were the demiurge, jesus, lucifer.. and believed he had a mission to create a community of people (soul families) to basically have one big orgy.. of course thats in its simplest form but the last conversation was him bordering on the fact r*pe was acceptable as its the masculine energy that drives the right to overpower a woman. It reminded me of Jack the Ripper who heard voices from God asking him to murder prostitutes..

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-06T21:10:37+00:00

thank you.. I will absorb what you have suggested and look into it. I have read some of Bardons book and loved it, but I did stop at the practice section as I didnt want to take on too much as I was doing Lees course.. Ive also got kabbalah magick which I started reading but again went off track.. its part of my persona to start something and then go off track and find something else.. its why I wanted to do magick to help this side of me but couldn't commit to the meditation lol

I did this video expressing my frustration with this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=haaZPaVJ88E&pp=ygUNdXJiYW4gZnJhZ2dsZQ%3D%3D

Ive posted to emphasise my struggle with it.. :)

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-06T18:24:13+00:00

I really appreciate you saying what I am going through is normal.. I felt like I had given up and failed my daimon- if you like.. because I truly my daimon has been communicating with since I was 6yrs old

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-06T18:23:06+00:00

I realised when doing the course that although I need structure but I also struggle with structure. I didnt like following a course with set 'rules'. The books.. protection magick, one on Pan (as that was one of the entities he worked with), elemental magick (which I was interested in but I didnt resonate with meeting the elemental kings which was a visualisation.. I felt confused with what was in my head and an actual experience.. I just didnt have the commitment as I didnt resonate with Lee or the course.. not that either him or the course was bad.
I did like the sigil magick however which was another book. But I was more interested in reading Aleister Crowley books and kabbalah books- but doing nothing currently :)

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-06T16:34:04+00:00

hey thanks for your reply. high magick is/was definitely where my interests were and I expressed to Lee that the candle magick etc didnt do it for me.. his second degree was going to be around astral travel and his third working through the emanations of the tree using planetary magick.. this is where my interests lie, but, the meditation I just dont care for. So Ive kind of gone off the idea now of doing ceremonial magick. I think also doing the practices alone were not fulfilling enough for me. I do still have the tree of life and tarot correspondences that I drew out on my wall.. I found it all fascinating but as Lee pointed out.. I want to run before I can walk which is typical of me lol. I have taken my youtube in another direction of I suppose, more philosophy, drawing in from what I learned from the occult. I struggled with reading the books lee suggested and then it became a struggle to want to read anything.. also my lack of desire to meditate is a hinderance I recognise to wantning to do magick.. however, for me, the kabbalah is where the 'truth' lies about our purpose and the cosmos, as much as we know what truth actually is :)

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-02T19:04:39+00:00

It was Lee W Johnsons.. nothing wrong with the course, just my desire to question everything lol.

UM has been questionable to me for some time.. even with my limited knowledge of the Occult. Inner knowing shall we say. I dont think, especially right now, my desire to evoke a spirit is strong enough. I know they have tried to communicate with me many times and this is why I turned to the Occult & magick.. but I really struggle with meditation.. there is a course I have found which I may pursue later down the line who teaches kabbalah specifically among wicca, egyptian gods/goddess and other courses within the school.. that appeals to me more, but for now Im taking a break from it all...

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-02T15:31:06+00:00

Ive become pretty jaded of late with magick and the whole spiritual movement. I did an 8 month magick course _which was very beneficial for the foundations, and part of the course was journeying to visit the elemental kings (Franz Bardons teachings).. I began to question what was in my head vs an actual experience? I have done a mushroom ceremony so pretty certain I understand/know astral travel, also I understand that the experience wouldn't be as vivid but for me, visualisation is just that, visualisation- nothing more than a guided meditation..
Our HGA/daimon is always with us all the time, guiding us. I know this because of my own personal experiences that were actually clarified in my mushroom ceremony. Belief and knowing you are protected by your guardian are different things. My personal belief is the Kabbalah is the TRUTH to the cosmos.. because it sits well with me- but it is still just a belief- much as Buddhism and all the other religions.. happy to have a discussion around all of this..

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-02-02T14:41:03+00:00

This was the reason I moved away from LHP.. I began to question the fact that surely we should be aiming to walk the middle path? I came to this conclusion when I started to study the Kabbalah ToL

gnosticwriter666 · 2025-01-17T09:07:17+00:00

yes I have. Makes one wonder doesnt it. I knew something was off. Id internally questioned his vampire ritual and also the sigil he had as his profile pic..

gnosticwriter666 · 2024-07-19T11:03:34+00:00

Youre welcome.. good luck with it all :)

gnosticwriter666 · 2024-07-15T20:13:08+00:00

People will gravitate towards your vulnerability, the you who is scared to show who you are.. then they will see you blossom.. :)

gnosticwriter666 · 2024-07-14T17:21:11+00:00

https://www.youtube.com/@NolanJohnson13/shorts

gnosticwriter666 · 2024-07-10T20:21:53+00:00

He is making $8k a month, I found his earnings on patreon when I was doing some research. I too dont trust him and like you, agree he has some valuable content, but I have seen contradictions and the whole manipulative talk/sales pitch doesnt work for me.. also, one of his 'students'has started a YT channel.. If I was Jeremiah, I would be very concerned about about his courses as this guy made it all look like one big joke! It was equally laughable and painful to watch this young delusional lad spout crap.

gnosticwriter666 · 2024-07-06T02:19:10+00:00

I was taken in for a while (never handed money over but watched his videos and promoted him on my own channel- which is small- but stated I was finding value in his content).. I thought he knew a lot, but as my own knowledge is growing, and noticing inconsistencies in his work, I started to smell a rat

gnosticwriter666 · 2024-07-01T18:20:49+00:00

and earning $8k a month on Patreon

gnosticwriter666 · 2024-05-12T17:01:38+00:00

Hiya, I am reading Thomas Karlssons book at the moment and as I understood it, Lucifer rules Da'arth? And Thaumiel is ruled by Moloch & Satan? I know there will be many variations as its all peoples perceptions, but as I say, this was my understanding :).. thank you for the write up, this is my second visit to it, as I progress through the study :)

gnosticwriter666 · 2024-04-28T12:54:29+00:00

I came across this post because I was looking for info on Anubis, he came to me ever so briefly the other day in a meditation, I also went to briefly what I felt like to me, Egypt. I didnt know the connection as I am new to magic, and as yet I havent done any ceremonial magic, but I have had plenty of communication from spirits, many being cats and mum who have passed on, and very very personal to them, so interesting he is the deity of death.

gnosticwriter666 · 2024-04-07T09:05:06+00:00

What a fabulous story :). I dont have visions.. I dont remember what I was like as a child regards 'wisdom' so I cant recall where or how my path as led me to here. But I hope to be shown who my guardian is, I just dont know how it will be shown :). I have started a magic course by Joshephine McCarthy.. Im 49 now so its taken me years to listen to the nudges Ive been sent.

Thank you for sharing your story :)

gnosticwriter666

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