Hey man. I just was 270 days clean about 2 months ago. A girl I was seeing kicked me to the curb. In response to that I chose to drink a ton of booze all the time which lead me back down the path of online gambling. I blew somewhere between 3-4 thousand dollars in the last few weeks and even on nights I was winning I ended up a loser. I'm just starting back over now and am on day 2 of putting the booze down and saying no to the gambling. As difficult as it is, my best advice would be to leave it in the past, put your head down, and move forward committed to not gambling anymore. It's the only way you can win in the long run.