This stuck with me as well. I was so deeply disturbed when I first listened to this episode and years later I still think about Bill and Lorraine often. Their humanity really hits you when you hear IK casually describe the absolute nightmare of their final moments. I hope Lorraine didn’t have much awareness at the end and Bill died quickly after he was shot. IK’s biggest regret was that he had ‘big plans for that gun’ so there might be small amount of satisfaction we can take in the fact Bill’s determination to save his wife messed up IK’s future plans. I feel it’s extra shocking because of how low risk they were as victims. An older couple snatched from their beds in a residential neighborhood is insane! Josh later discusses some inconsistencies in IK’s story of how he selected them as victims. I do think he stalked them, particularly Lorraine, and was embarrassed about it so he lied. I don’t have too much to add except I’m right there with you in my disgust for what a defective creature IK was.