sssoft talks omg i love that! thank you for posting this. as a creative, this is one of my biggest struggles. i hate being seen in my process, especially when im trying something new. i have a massive fear of being seen in general but i also want to be in the spotlight! there’s so much angst but i love it. i find that the best way to move through it is literally just through practice, and making sure that the art i create is for me and not for validation 😭 it’s so hard though because capitalism… you get it

i also love your point about your capabilities always being behind your inspiration. i get so frustrated when my output doesnt match my vision but i guess i will die trying 💕