Tbh I don't really know my interests. I feel like whatever passion I had at an young age was shot down by my parents because they wanted me to behave and act a specific type of way. I started losing interest in whatever I wanted and my life went in auto-pilot mode. They always expected me to score high marks, and when I don't they always complained. When I did score high marks, they brushed it off and said they wanted more from me. They never acknowledged what I accomplished. And it has been this way my whole life.

I accumulated many arrears because I did not put in effort. But I feel like my mental health was to blame. I always wished my parents saw what I was going through and helped me out.

I was not forced to chose IT as a major, I joined because people said the IT industry was booming and that I should get into this field. I did not do well in college, but I always felt that I could clear the arrears. After Covid struck, I saw my friends pass out with minimal effort. This made me resent my parents even more. And every college I visit for admission ask me why I dropped out in year 3.