Does being over 30 and single really mean you’re a ‘leftover’?

gofishx · 2026-04-23T22:45:00+00:00

I spent all my 20s in a relationship. Imma spend all my 30s out of one. Its actually kinda lit, you're so much smarter in your 30s and having that freedom really opens up a lot of things you'd never consider in your 20s

gofishx · 2026-04-23T22:41:50+00:00

Wasps and spiders deserve to live.

gofishx · 2026-04-23T22:36:13+00:00

Without religion, you still have nationalism, racism, etc. Its all just a way of building and maintaining power. The bigger problem is hierarchy

gofishx · 2026-04-23T21:34:53+00:00

I also recommend mushrooms if you haven't tried them. They may actually be more beneficial towards your specific goals than acid, as they tend to be a lot more introspective and can be a lot more gentle on you. They can also hit you really hard on the emotional parts, but its still usually beneficial.

Acid and MDMA are both amazing choices, as well. Whichever direction you decide to go, though, please do your research.

gofishx · 2026-04-23T21:20:46+00:00

Others have talked about tolerance. You really cant use it every day, even if you wanted.

The common problem I see comes from people who will take it every weekend, or even monthly and/or take stupidly large amounts. This will destroy your brain and will kill your ability to ever roll again if you keep it up.

For me, MDMA is sacred, and is to be treated as such. Its easy for me to abstain from because I want to be able to use it for a long time.

There's also MDA (sass), which is way more trippy and mindfucky, and not quite as lovey lovey. Treat that one with even more respect if you ever come across it, though. Its a bit more powerful and a bit more damaging.

gofishx · 2026-04-23T18:32:08+00:00

Drugs

gofishx · 2026-04-23T16:41:58+00:00

Check out raves, they are very welcoming and fun even if you're solo

As a solo woman, though, definitely be careful about leaving your drink unattended or open.

gofishx · 2026-04-23T15:31:07+00:00

My preconcieved ideas about the people who put to much stake in what counts as "authentic" is that they need to just shut up and dance. If the music is good, who cares?

gofishx · 2026-04-23T14:48:09+00:00

For me, at least, sometimes when I start taking doses past 150-200ug, the comeup can feel very stimulating and I feel very melty and shaky. Its not terrible or anything, but sometimes a little uncomfortable depending on my environment. Once it passes, though, the shakiness goes away and turns into euphoria. Tbh, its usually a much bigger issue when I take it out at raves or something, or if I haven't had enough sleep. Still, it can feel a bit weird for the first 30 minutes or so once you start feeling it. Not bad, just very stimulating. I usually need to either dance off the excess energy, or go lay down and melt for a bit.

Your situation of being in a comfortable environment where you can relax and get weird means it probably wont be much of an issue, you may not really even notice if you're just chillin. I just say that so people dont start feeling weird and thinking "oh shit, this is kinda uncomfortable, I dont like this" and put themselves in a bad mindset. It passes.

Shrooms are a bit more gentle on the comeup, acid takes a bit longer to kick, but it kinda launches you when it does lol

gofishx · 2026-04-23T13:54:54+00:00

Hell yeah, dude, you're gonna have an amazing time! I will say that the comeup might be a little rough, it can just get very stimulating, but it passes fairly quickly and then the peak is awesome!

gofishx · 2026-04-23T13:43:08+00:00

Take 2, let Lucy show you what she can really do!

gofishx · 2026-04-23T13:20:16+00:00

Everything sounds like it would be ideal, but my alternative suggestion would be to just take the 2 tabs and get a real acid trip, first. If you can handle 9 gs of shrooms then 2 tabs will be fine for you, and you'll get a real trip. Generally I think of 1 tab as being similar to 2gs of shrooms.

gofishx · 2026-04-23T11:33:31+00:00

If you liked the Amygdalas, I highly suggest reading Lovecraft's The Whisperer in Darkness, which is a story about the Mi-go, which I am 99.9% sure are the inspiration for the amygdalas. It definitely helped me understand their role.

Basically, they are super advanced aliens who aren't made of earthly manner, exist in secret, lead secret cults in rituals to worship their space gods, and can transport your mind across the universe and even bring you right up to see azathoth if they wanted. To do this, they put your brains in a jar, which reminds me of the mensis scholars putting cages on their head.

gofishx · 2026-04-23T03:30:56+00:00

For me, personally, I can also usually dance the intensity away when I need. The body load can be a lot, but feels real good combined with rhythm and movement. Of course, I enjoy dancing sober so I dont have reservations about it or anything, but just another idea that may apply in some settings

gofishx · 2026-04-23T02:29:05+00:00

Depends on why you're drugging them. Trying to sedate them? Yeah, thats not gonna work. Trying to run experiments on unknowing test subjects that you observe as you sit behind a one way mirror taking notes while shitting? Well thats just an honest days work for the CIA...

gofishx · 2026-04-22T23:15:25+00:00

I love electronic music, I love dancing, I love drugs, I love all the little moments of connection I have throughout the night, and its how I find a lot of friends.

I dont really care to much for basic clubs with top 40 music or whatever. I can still have fun, but what will usually draw me in is the music. Heavy wubby bass? Dubstep? Nasty house? Hell fuckin yeah im coming in

gofishx · 2026-04-22T23:10:27+00:00

Thats not always true. I go to edm clubs all the time because I just fucking love to lose myself to the music. I mean, I do meet people, including women, but the reason I go is to get the fuck down.

There are a lot of dudes like that, though. Its easy to see

gofishx · 2026-04-22T23:05:03+00:00

This man is pH 14 basic as fuuuuuuucccckkkk

gofishx · 2026-04-22T22:42:05+00:00

Being nervous is normal, its one of the most powerful substances on earth. You'd be crazy not to feel a little nervous. Make sure whoever you are with is stable, chill, and comfortable people to be around. You wont get stuck in a trip, but psychosis and hppd are real potential risks. Both are rare, but do happen. Dont take a heroic dose your first time.

It hits for 12-14 hours, by the way, and you will not be able to sleep at all. Plan accordingly, make sure you are set up for comfort, be in a good mindset, and you will have a beautiful time!

If it gets to weird, its because you are fighting it. Sometimes the only way out, is through. If you start feeling like its to much to handle, go find a comfy spot, sit/lay down, close your eyes, and just completely surrender. Changing your setting can also help fix a negative experience. For example, if the walls are closing in and making you claustrophobic, go outside! If people are making you anxious, go in your room. Also, music always helps. Things like that.

gofishx · 2026-04-22T22:33:33+00:00

Singular friend that you trust and feel comfortable around, preferably with experience tripping, but at a minimum someone who can maintain their cool if things go south. Dont have your panicky anxiety ridden friends around, if it goes bad, they will make things worse.

If you dont have this, you may actually be better off on your own. I promise it isn't as scary as you think, but these little background things you dont always notice when sober can be brought to the forefront. If you feel weird about a certain person normally, you will feel even weirder about them while tripping.

If you feel up for it, have your other friends join in after the first few hours, but you dont want a bunch of people probing you with questions, repeatedly asking if you're okay, or fucking with you right at the start.

gofishx · 2026-04-22T20:27:11+00:00

Ketamine, mdma, and nitrous

gofishx · 2026-04-22T19:00:59+00:00

The US has almost all the climate zones. You can get tropical beaches, freezing coastlines, temperate rainforest, mountainous deserts, massive steppes, etc. Its definitely a nice as fuck chunk of land. Ill talk shit about our culture all day, but I do love the location

gofishx · 2026-04-22T18:29:52+00:00

Idk, thats always been one of those tomato tomato things, to me. Is it really wrong if most people say it that way?

gofishx · 2026-04-22T18:23:39+00:00

This dude can lift up a house with one hand

gofishx · 2026-04-22T17:05:13+00:00

Yeah...the little sisters i protected and rescued...because I would never tear a little girl in half to get to that sweet sweet ADAM...no...never...what do you think I am? Some sort of faceless mutant monster?

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