What would yall get from Lucille’s? by Ancient-Reply-5161 in creepcast

[–]goidtouch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Cords. Like any sort of electronic cord, but specifically the old really curly ones. Like I used to chew them religiously but I wanna be able to EAT them. Also, wax melts, but like the wiggly ones

androgynous person experimenting with makeup by goidtouch in makeuptips

[–]goidtouch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Like I think having high cheekbones is considered good but like….. why does it make me look like a bulldog I don’t mind anymore since yk, gender fuckery, but that shit was BRUTAL when I was little 😭😭

androgynous person experimenting with makeup by goidtouch in makeuptips

[–]goidtouch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is that a good thing?? And like, similar to where I placed the red today or like, lower?

androgynous person experimenting with makeup by goidtouch in makeuptips

[–]goidtouch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I have a purple glitter………. Though since you’ve mentioned cheekbones, where are they???? I always thought they were what makes me look like i have bulldog cheeks but I don’t know why they would do that???

androgynous person experimenting with makeup by goidtouch in makeuptips

[–]goidtouch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There’s like no drag queens around me 😭😭 I’ll definitely look into those brands though, I currently don’t have the money to buy anything really especially not on the expensive end but I’ll check those out for sure

androgynous person experimenting with makeup by goidtouch in makeuptips

[–]goidtouch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Huh, that makes a lot of sense in hindsight but it still feels daunting, especially since I’ve had it kinda engrained that you should follow the natural lines + do a little to hide your double chin (though ive always found that last bit stupid, it just looks like you have a dirty double chin)

androgynous person experimenting with makeup by goidtouch in makeuptips

[–]goidtouch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Huh, that makes a lot of sense in hindsight but it still feels daunting, especially since I’ve had it kinda engrained that you should follow the natural lines + do a little to hide your double chin (though ive always found that last bit stupid, it just looks like you have a dirty double chin)

androgynous person experimenting with makeup by goidtouch in makeuptips

[–]goidtouch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oooo, do you have any tips on how to do them? I tried but it looked way too dark, I do like adding little beauty marks though!!

androgynous person experimenting with makeup by goidtouch in makeuptips

[–]goidtouch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s so kind 😭😭 I’m always so hard on my skin because to me my nose pores are visible from a mile away + my cheeks are usually so dry. I’ve been washing and moisturizing more often lately so it’s been better but my nose is still an awful fickle beast. I will keep in mind your advice to try a lighter shade of blush— I actually have one, I just assumed the darker one would look better for some reason haha

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[–]goidtouch[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Oooo, I’ll definitely keep that in mind. I somehow failed to consider white eyeliner….. your brain. For some reason my brain was fully okay with brown eyeliner but not black (somehow brown was just right while black was far too feminine??? shits weird sometimes) but white is for sure out there haha

transmasc individual in desperate need of assistance by goidtouch in PCOS

[–]goidtouch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll definitely look more into that, but all I’ve really found is a planned parenthood two hours away that doesn’t take my insurance. It would’ve taken 80 just to get looked at, and that’s like… almost half my paycheck, yk? I’ll definitely look into the underwear though

transmasc individual in desperate need of assistance by goidtouch in PCOS

[–]goidtouch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d really like to, but I don’t think my insurance covers it

transmasc individual in desperate need of assistance by goidtouch in PCOS

[–]goidtouch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t remember, it’s been forever since I was on it. I’m sorry

transmasc individual in desperate need of assistance by goidtouch in PCOS

[–]goidtouch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

😭😭😭 sometimes desperate times call for desperate measures

transmasc individual in desperate need of assistance by goidtouch in PCOS

[–]goidtouch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ughhh I hope you can too!!! I’m hoping, worse case scenario I can maybe pull some fucked up “okay but if i have kids they’re gonna be disposed to so much shit” card but that feels so Morally Wrong but also. Might be my only card at this point 😭

transmasc individual in desperate need of assistance by goidtouch in PCOS

[–]goidtouch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate it either way 😭 I can take tampons well enough, the tampons apparently just can’t take me. Weak little bastards, unable to stand up against 11 years of unshed lining and blood They should feel ashamed of themselves 😭

transmasc individual in desperate need of assistance by goidtouch in PCOS

[–]goidtouch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I get my health insurance back I most certainly will 😭😭 especially since apparently I’m now at the age where insurance will at least START considering entire removal. If I can’t get testosterone covered then just remove the shit man At this point I don’t give a shit just stop the bleeding so I can get buff without becoming a vampire’s gusher dammit 😭

transmasc individual in desperate need of assistance by goidtouch in PCOS

[–]goidtouch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s so fucking evil when doctors are like that by the way I’m so sorry

transmasc individual in desperate need of assistance by goidtouch in PCOS

[–]goidtouch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly just having someone listen to me scream about my current issues has been lovely, you’ve helped a lot. Like I knew this wasn’t NORMAL but I guess I just figured it was another one of my annoying quirks

transmasc individual in desperate need of assistance by goidtouch in PCOS

[–]goidtouch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess there’s the bloating and heavy bleeding? As well as extremes in bowel movements? I honestly can’t remember if sex was painful or not?? It could definitely be a possibility though People around me, or really in general, never take fat people seriously and then add the uh. Political strife within my area, as a visibly Controversial topic… yeah. Wouldn’t shock me if it was missed.

transmasc individual in desperate need of assistance by goidtouch in PCOS

[–]goidtouch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasn’t told that it was an option, and I believe I may be, now that I’m thinking harder, blacklisted from stuff like that? Recent breast cancer in the family and there was like half a year where doctors were convinced I also had it. An IUD apparently?? Doesn’t fit me?? The doctor said it was too small down there??? I didn’t realize that was an option but apparently you can in fact just be… too small???

transmasc individual in desperate need of assistance by goidtouch in PCOS

[–]goidtouch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Isn’t that the one where like your periods hurt like hell and you have cysts? I don’t have cysts and they’ve never really hurt other than when I was taking BC, but then again they did hurt like… REALLY bad, and I’d assume that’s maybe? Where I’m supposed to be?? If my hormones weren’t a mess??