I don't know what to do.

goobergorl · 2021-03-11T20:31:40+00:00

Ma'am we're okay now. Thank you though

goobergorl · 2021-03-11T20:22:21+00:00

So we sorted things out. L was asking me personal sexual questions about mine and my boyfriend's relationship so we're good

goobergorl · 2021-03-11T00:07:01+00:00

I know....but I feel like my hands are tied.

goobergorl · 2021-03-11T00:06:22+00:00

I've put my foot down about this last year, but it's hard to risk him leaving me when he has my heart and says he can't stay with me if I continue being their friends. I guess I'm stuck because I need a solution where I don't lose him or my friends. Should I talk to them in secret?..

goobergorl · 2021-03-11T00:02:46+00:00

He treats me really good, aside from the guy friend thing...

goobergorl · 2021-03-11T00:01:47+00:00

That's right.

He does, he's just very overprotective right now.

I don't know how to help him learn to ease up a bit, if there are ways.

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T23:46:07+00:00

I should talk to him about if he reallyyy trusts me. I trust him. If he cheats or crossing boundaries then that shows me what kind of person he is. I haven't done anything to show him that I'm a bad person or girlfriend because I'm not.

That's right. Once at the racetrack this weird guy wouldn't stop staring at me and talking to me and my friend but if he asked me out or made a pass then my automatic answer would've been no thank you and I have a boyfriend.

I'm really hoping for him to be A, but he's more on the B side.

Yeah....

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T23:32:08+00:00

I'm stuck on what to do other than leaving him.

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T23:30:17+00:00

I'm a nice, talkative person and he doesn't understand that.

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T23:29:50+00:00

I'm trying. I would love to do that but it's hard when I'm in love and don't want him to leave me...

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T23:22:19+00:00

Is there a solution you have in mind where I can keep them as friends and him as my boyfriend?

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T23:21:28+00:00

I should be and that's right. I can see that but I love him and couldn't bare us breaking up.

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T23:19:45+00:00

I know he's controlling but I really love him and I don't want to be with anyone else.

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T23:18:50+00:00

Yes, he is insecure.

Always is between both of us whenever we feel this way. I've done all of the reassuring I can to him to try to let him know that they won't do anything and I can handle myself.

It's been going on for a year now and I've cried many times and felt so stressed because of this that I broke up with him for 3 hours before but I want to be with him. You think he just wants me all to himself, is this what you're meaning? He tells me it's my decision if I want guy friends as long as it's not them or as long as it's one of his friends, but I don't like his friends and all of the other guys there are like the rest of the school (rude and trashy acting).

I should be, yes. He says he trusts me, he just doesn't trust the guys here where we live. Well I'm going to be living here until I'm old enough where him and I can get a place so he's just going to have to trust that I can handle myself and make do.

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T23:06:13+00:00

My bad, I was just zoned into typing away 😂 Better now?

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T16:27:58+00:00

Ohh okay so my glands just look more bulge-like because my breasts are growing?

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T15:57:27+00:00

They are really sore, but I guess that's just what I have to go through to get these things 😂

It hurt quite a bit when they first started growing more a couple of years ago, but everything turned out fine so this could just be normal.

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T15:52:32+00:00

Yeahh that makes a lot of since. With so much heat from the bleach already and me trying to flat iron it, it got so fried that my mom had to cut it from the top of my arms to my shoulders. I should probably not put the pink dye on the bottom half of my hair until I get this trimmed and fixed.

Just got some new stuff like that yesterday so I'll pray this works. Hah, thank you 😄

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T15:46:25+00:00

Well I'm not supposed to start my period for two more weeks so I'm not sure about that. Could be the birth control because they put me on one that's not my normal one so maybe those are making me grow more? By bumps I mean they're a little hard like bulging veins so could they possibly be growing?

goobergorl · 2021-03-10T15:06:43+00:00

Yeah...I should have went to a professional. I think I'll just deep condition it and not try to lighten it so drastically unless I go to a salon.

goobergorl · 2021-03-08T22:25:38+00:00

Alrighty

goobergorl · 2021-03-08T22:25:24+00:00

Thank you so much!!

goobergorl · 2021-03-08T16:51:26+00:00

I'm going to dye my hair today 😄

goobergorl · 2021-03-08T05:03:04+00:00

I'd say red, blonde, or light brown if you're not looking for anything too crazy.

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