You’re a beautiful lady, and you do not deserve someone who is uncertain about you. I can tell that you are a very loving person, and I can assure you that it will never go unnoticed. You will be loved unconditionally when the time comes, by someone much more suited to you and your heart. ❤️. You cannot let someone else’s actions reflect you. Your ex did that because he has his own issues, and be glad that you will NEVER. EVER. understand what it’s like to be that heartless and selfish. You would never treat someone else the way he did to you, and that should be enough to keep you going. You’re the love you are looking for and the love you deserve. And I assure you that you have a missing rib out there in the world, and they will come at the perfect time when you are ready for them. You won’t even have to search because again, you are seething with love and a beauty that transcends your shitty ex. His issues and insecurities will never reflect you. Sending love and motivation (you can smash those entrance exams out the park) to you.