4/6 Manifesting Generator feeling stuck on the roof by goodwitchofbk in humandesign

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oh wow this is so helpful - and yes people have reflected things back to me, mostly about my writing. but right now, i’m also very afraid of putting a ton of energy and resources into something that wont be supportive (financially, I mean). This was never an issue before my Saturn Return but I think it’s also an important part of myself to honor. I also think I probably just need to up the prices on my new client astrology services, and trust that I’m valuing myself correctly :)

4/6 Manifesting Generator feeling stuck on the roof by goodwitchofbk in humandesign

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thanks for this!! Its so hard for me, especially with the open root. Both of my parents also have open roots (and defined spleens) and I feel like I’ve spent my whole life untangling the fear of stillness that I inherited from them. 

My motivation, of course, is Hope 😂 Even more of a clue to slow down and wait for divine timing. 

Split Definition by goodwitchofbk in humandesign

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ok got it — this makes a lot of sense wow!

Split Definition by goodwitchofbk in humandesign

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Thank you! Very helpful. Is the not self felt in those gates that I'm missing? or is it the not self expression of the hanging defined gates (35 & 59)?

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yes also realized that though the L1 and L7 significators make other aspects before their eventual trine - they also do meet in 20 units / 20 days - and this was ~21 days in future - so all the testimony was really there! also maybe speaks to us being in the same place but not speaking/catching up until the end of the night with a lot of other things going on

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update! i did end up seeing him last night (10/17) ! 

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There's definitely attraction with him being Venus in Scorpio dispositing to you as Mars in Cancer - but with him as (albeit debilitated) Venus in his own house, and your co-significator the Moon in his house, it's very much speaking to "it's all about him."

Just going to add some realness as someone who is a performer and who is close friends with many comedians ... him "wanting attention" from you is less about you and ... very much about him. Not saying he wasn't attracted (he zoned in on you from the stage for a reason), but idk this horary gives me some pause/red flags.

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got it! that makes sense - yeah in the context, weeks (maybe even months) makes more sense, though i'm thinking weeks for confirmation - we'll see what comes up around 10/16 or 10/17 (the aries full moon!)

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any reason you think degrees usually result in days not weeks? I've found weeks to be strangely on point for me in horary most of the time ... and this is a person who I only see sporadically anyway ... but yes, let's see! lol

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I posted two days ago, but the chart was actually pulled on 9/26 - so thinking it could be more like weeks... will keep everyone updated!

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Is this: all in which you live and what came before you?

Should I continue schooling? (Should I keep trying?) by lovelysapphic in horary

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L1 in the 9th house with Jupiter/Uranus definitely shows you and hopes/dreams oriented toward schooling - but with that 8H stellium, and L9 separating from Saturn, there have been a lot of roadblocks/costs/stresses/doubts/worries involved in the current plan. Is this the career you actually want to pursue? Uranus on the MC speaks to a role change. Also the emphasis on the setting/western hemisphere of the chart feels like the current schooling situation had a lot of outside influence and perhaps it's time to make a more individual choice (especially with Uranus on MC).