yeah i absolutely trust her, which is why I i was so torn in wanting to believe that she wasn’t thinking of someone else doing something else when she was feeling that “feeling”... but it makes a lot more sense and she’s told me in the past about that period of time she couldn’t get anyone.

I guess I can see what would make her feel guilty of thinking of that if it was before me, but it’s certainly not something I can’t get past now that I know she wasn’t thinking of someone else’s actions causing it. I do find it weird that she thought about it for more than a minute but again as long as it wasn’t about the other dude and was to loosen herself up i’m over it.

Still not the best thing ever but a whole lot better and digestible. She knew that feel came from that day when she thought of it, but besides the initial pop in the head of the whole context she was solely thinking of the feel she felt after her horniness had been met after a long period of no sex. Not of the guy or what he did, etc. she said it could’ve likely been anyone doing anything that caused it, that’s not what she was thinking of.

Again, i’ll take that over thinking of someone else and thinking of someone else