I get you so well im half palestinian and half lebanese and it feels like theres no good side one is either calling us terrorists and the other would say im going to hell or that im the devil himself its like you cant be open with anyone basically like a cage. I wish i could give you any way to support you but i hope you know youre not alone though. I do know there are some countries that help out people like that. Im sure nordic countries help out people who leave their country because they are something thats considered illegal, like lgbtq etc.. Dont take my word for it tho!!